ocklepold
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- Jul 24, 2021
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Smart stuff Ray! That gap is more than enough. Once it cinches, the noose won't drop more than 10-15cm and your neck obviously won't stretch beyond another 10-15. Even if you somehow ended up touching the floor by the end of it all and turning it into a partial, it wouldn't matter, because you'd be well past saving yourself by that point.So I set it up, I was being caught in fisherman's knot, I couldn't do it to secure the weights to the ladder, and I still can't, I did another double hitch, which should be fine, since there are two fixing points for them, but whatever.
And here's the final drop, I have a flimsy stool under my feet, and when I drop I have about 20-30cm of free space, should be enough, will be enough, why not.
I hope the pictures are elaborate, I had to fix the stool so it'd stay flat on the stairs.
I don't know what I don't know, but we'll see.
Again, some part of the pics are blurred to protect the privacy.
Thank you, yeah of course, as best as I could, but since the stool is flimsy, and the loop being high, I can't really push on it.Looks ingenious. Have you tested by pulling yourself up on it?
Thank you, yeah I figured even if I touch the ground with the tip of my toes, it isn't gonna be enough.Smart stuff Ray! That gap is more than enough. Once it cinches, the noose won't drop more than 10-15cm and your neck obviously won't stretch beyond another 10-15. Even if you somehow ended up touching the floor by the end of it all and turning it into a partial, it wouldn't matter, because you'd be well past saving yourself by that point.
Awesome. Do you live alone then Ray? Are your neighbours an issue at all in terms of the thrashing?Thank you, yeah of course, as best as I could, but since the stool is flimsy, and the loop being high, I can't really push on it.
But in terms of knots and whatnot, it's all good, I had tested the knots that I'm using in a different setup, the rope too, there isn't much that could go wrong.
Thank you, yeah I figured even if I touch the ground with the tip of my toes, it isn't gonna be enough.
Also I forgot to post the picture of the anchor point.
And in case anyone wondering, I'm using double hitch knots in three different places, if one of them fails, there are two more, but I highly doubt it, I have tested this knot by putting my whole weight on it and pushing as hard as I could, and it doesn't bulge.
I see. Well if they never go upstairs, then I presume you can leave your setup as it is, ready for any opportune moment. Playing some music or turning on something like the tumble dryer might be an idea too. Are you going to take anything before hand? Do you plan to go imminently?Thanks for asking, matter of fact, that's the only issue.
I don't live alone, I live in a two floor house and my parents live downstairs, very unfortunately indeed.
They can't/don't come upstairs, but the wall that the rope is against is kind of hallow and makes noises if you tap on it hard enough, so that's the only issue, however I will be doing it either midday, or when they aren't home, I don't know yet, but they go out of the house quite often, so not a real issue, doable, but not whenever I want, which is fine, if you're ready, you're ready, it's gonna happen.
That's good about leaving it be. Wow, that is soon. I'll be going in a matter of weeks myself, so I'll be seeing you on the side soon enough man. Yeah, alcohol will definitely help, just don't get drunk right. I recently got into ashwandgha, it definitely calms you down and increases the detachment from yourself if that makes sense. The two combined will accentuate the affect of the other. If you're in the UK, I can send you a PM for the one I can vouch for. I plan on taking decent doses of both before hand. And yeah, weed is the worst drug for any CBT I can think of haha.Yeah, I went into trouble of making this because I could leave it as is.
I plan on going soon, maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after, I don't know honestly, but I doubt that it's gonna be that long.
And as for what I might be taking, it'll probably be just some alcohol, that's all, I only have access to that and weed, and weed is terrible for this.
I meant like whiskey, wine etcAs I said, alcohol...? It's good enough for me.
Oh, well any liquor would do for me, but it's gonna be vodka!
One simple reason. You'll lower your chances of cutting off the carotids quickly and completely. You'll risk keeping open the blood supply to the head for a little longer. This will likely prolong any pain and suffering, and leave you blue in the face (literally), which I'm sure you'll agree, isn't what you want or anyone else who looks upon you. If you do this hard and fast, you'll likely leave a pale and placid complexion, which will appear both more peaceful and merciful.I have a question. Say your anchor point is a strong tree branch. Why not slowly lower yourself while holding on to the tree branch with your hands instead of suddently dropping and having your whole weight pulling down on your throat? Once you lose consciousness your hand will let go right? And it's not like your hand can reach back up to the branch to do a pullup while convulsing. This is the way i intend to do it so I'd love to hear your thoughts on this.
Yeah, unfortunately that seems like another issue.I'm no expert, but I think doing it against the wall is going to make a lot of noise and may attract attention, especially if it is hallow as you said.
Could you be able to dm me the link to these videos? I feel like it's necessary to watch as many hanging videos as possible.Yeah, unfortunately that seems like another issue.
However, thrashing doesn't seem like that big of an issue.
I'm using the term 'seem' because after looking at some suicide hanging vids, it appears that it's not that violent and more importantly, not for that long.
But I am taking it into consideration for sure, and I'll be doing the act with that in mind.
This is an easy knot that will hold.Please help me . What type of knot for the ankor point? It is a tree branch