Venting Never should have existed

[FuneralCry]

I was never meant for something so torturous and meaningless as human existence, I know that I don't belong anywhere other than in death and I would never want to be either. I despise how there's no acceptance towards the fact that not everyone wants to suffer so unnecessarily for decades, it's horrible how people cannot just choose to easily die in peace, I really wish there's the option to just fall asleep eternally but more than anything I wish I never existed at all.

It'd be better if this existence is erased, all that comforts me is the thought of this existence disappearing into nothingness, I've only ever wished to not exist. Non-existence to me just seems more desirable than having the ability to suffer to unlimited amounts in an existence that was so unnecessary in the first place, there's no point to existence, rather it was just a terrible, tragic imposistion that only ever harmed existing beings in the first place. Death truly is the only relief, I'm tired of suffering in this existence I never wished for.

 

[golta]

Same. Why I have to live a life that It only becomes worse? Life is a champion and I didnt even have the participation prize

 

[Immensevoid]

I also think I should never have existed, it's terrible to be conscious in a place you hate and where you suffer constantly.

 

[errorsinmypast]

It's really horrible, I often times lay in bed, awake, and feel like I'm still asleep and in the middle of worst nightmare ever! I wonder if maybe I done something so bad in a past life, that I was put here to suffer as a consequence of those actions. Boy I'm suffering, and I'm suffering alone despite being surrounded by my beautiful children and family. When you can't talk about what eats you away you might aswell be locked up in room with no doors and windows and spend forever isolated, it would honestly be easier than this suffering. I wonder why things pan out the way they do, why are some people destined for happiness and some don't even get a whiff?!?