The world is trying to constantly fuck me over. My prior authorization for TMS was denied because they said that I haven't been on enough antidepressants. I've been on at least 6 over 12 years.
Trying to get all the letters and requirements for trans surgery has been exhausting. If I can't get this surgery soon, I'm worried I won't be accepted into s women's prison. And I wouldn't be able to have my surgery while in prison.
My criminal case has been going on for over 2 years and it has just been stalling and my lawyer says there's nothing I can do. I've been unemployable this whole time because no one wants to hire someone that could go to prison. Yesterday, my name change was denied due to having a pending case. So much for "innocent until proven guilty."
I'm fucking tired of this shit. Nothing I do matters. The system just keeps breaking me. People just say try to distract yourself, watch a movie etc. How the fuck is that supposed to help? The only thing that has helped has been psychedelics and taking cough medicine (dxm).
The only thing that keeps me going is this tiny hope one day my lawyer will call me and say I don't have to go to prison. But I'm worried that will never happen. No human being deserves this torture. innocent or guilty, you should have the right to have an answer.
And no one understands. They think I'm doing fine since I'm just home all day. But I want to go out and do things but I can't.
Trying to get all the letters and requirements for trans surgery has been exhausting. If I can't get this surgery soon, I'm worried I won't be accepted into s women's prison. And I wouldn't be able to have my surgery while in prison.
My criminal case has been going on for over 2 years and it has just been stalling and my lawyer says there's nothing I can do. I've been unemployable this whole time because no one wants to hire someone that could go to prison. Yesterday, my name change was denied due to having a pending case. So much for "innocent until proven guilty."
I'm fucking tired of this shit. Nothing I do matters. The system just keeps breaking me. People just say try to distract yourself, watch a movie etc. How the fuck is that supposed to help? The only thing that has helped has been psychedelics and taking cough medicine (dxm).
The only thing that keeps me going is this tiny hope one day my lawyer will call me and say I don't have to go to prison. But I'm worried that will never happen. No human being deserves this torture. innocent or guilty, you should have the right to have an answer.
And no one understands. They think I'm doing fine since I'm just home all day. But I want to go out and do things but I can't.
