NEED to die vs WANT to die?

[Anon1337]

I want to live a fulfilling, happy life but I can't. I need to ctb to prevent years of suffering.

 

[Javi]

Does anyone else ever feel like you NEED to die but don't necessarily always want to? I've been getting glimpses of hope after months of planning to die but my whole life I've felt like I need to be dead so I am going to try anyway. It's not a voice in my head or a delusion, I just feel it so deeply to my core that I am meant to kill myself.

I want to die. Over the last 4-5 years i have been living in hell. Every day i feel pain and sadness. So, yes, i need to die more than anything

 

[LifeCanBeCruel]

I want my pain to be treated and go on to live forever.

 

[Lavender Dreams]

Very few people have what I'd define as a true desire to die, from what I've encountered. Most don't wish to live in the circumstances placed upon them, and either there genuinely is no way out, or they can't figure it out at a given moment. That's why being conflicted is natural.

I both need and want to die, while simultanously desiring to stay for a couple of reasons. Had I been blessed with the ability to be content when complely alone, maybe it would have been different.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Very few people have what I'd define as a true desire to die, from what I've encountered. Most don't wish to live in the circumstances placed upon them, and either there genuinely is no way out, or they can't figure it out at a given moment. That's why being conflicted is natural.

I both need and want to die, while simultanously desiring to stay for a couple of reasons. Had I been blessed with the ability to be content when complely alone, maybe it would have been different.

Great insight. Thank you for sharing.

 

[Nanako]

I don't really want to die, but my circumstances make living too painful and stressful.

 

[peacetime]

I never had social connections so its just a want for me, not a feeling like I need to. i dont understand that feeling of needing to die at all.