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Ness

Ness

They/Them pronouns, please
Aug 28, 2019
248
Does enjoying the existence of cats count? Even if it hurts to think about it at the same time? My cat was killed months ago but I still love all cats, even though it hurts to remember he's dead every time I see a cat or even just a picture or someone talking about cats. It's like, it hurts but I still long to spend time with cats.
 
Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
I still enjoy the gym, my cat, weed, my one friend I have. Feels like I'm dead but existing lol! The little cat helps me hang on. View attachment 19825


Your cat is absolutely adorable!!! I have two and they are orange as well. They make me smile. I named them Tyler and Perry because I love Aerosmith. I swear Tyler does nothing but sing. He will just be lying down and talk for about a half an hour to himself. Perry pokes me in the ass every time he wants to eat. They're pretty funny. And eating is always fun. And I still love my horror movies. But nothing really makes me happy.
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,832
Intellectual pursuits, aha moments.
Runners high.
Deep conversations.
Emotional outbursts and the calm after them (if it comes)
 
noctiva

noctiva

the invisible girl
Nov 6, 2019
393
I was just bitterly diappointed, actually, I thought one thing that I would always enjoy is Skyrim, no matter how shit I feel. But it's not true. I tried, and I felt nothing.
 
MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

Specialist
Aug 1, 2019
343
My cat, Kiki

Also, Disney, Rick and Morty, and Fairy Tail

Mostly Kiki though
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
I was just bitterly diappointed, actually, I thought one thing that I would always enjoy is Skyrim, no matter how shit I feel. But it's not true. I tried, and I felt nothing.

I can relate, anhedonia is 1 of the worst parts about this whole thing..
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
The days passing by know i soon be a sleep ones more thats the onley i like thes days . Its the closest i can get to death for now and know when i wake up i am thats closer to dieing . Any thing else just no feelings left i use to like reading going out for walks doing things on my computer but now dont feel any thing .
 
lowres

lowres

Scum
Feb 9, 2019
119
my joy for things i love like video games and creating art come and go but music usually is the only constant that stays, I love finding obscure tracks from old soundtracks or unknown artists.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
616
Making and drinking tea, especially with fresh ingredients. There is something inherently satisfying about chopping the herbs, breaking apart the spices, and stirring the infusion while it boils over the stove, letting the aroma fill the kitchen. I've been sick with a cold this past week and actually appreciated being ill because it spurred me to make homemade tea every day. The burn of this particular blend was exquisite, and the suppressed alcoholic in me was pleased by it.
 
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c824767

Specialist
Sep 2, 2019
358
orgasms, cuddling, arguing with my boyfriend, quetching about the miserable state of the planet, driving around in my car, stealing from the stores, cooking dinner for my friend, gardening, drinking wine, dancing with my boyfriend, interacting with the dog, cats, friend that are living here, being a shit disturber at the mental health meets, trying to make a difference so everyone can live or die with dignity.....
 
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ValideSultana

Student
Dec 2, 2019
119
In the summer temperatures frequently reach 53C/127.4F. I love (when I'm not in too much pain to go) going to the beach, floating in the sea with my arms crossed behind my head, my feet crossed, just looking up at the sky or with my eyes closed. It feels like the sea is cradling me. Almost rocking me to sleep. So wonderful. So peaceful.

I can lose myself in a good book, too.
orgasms, cuddling, arguing with my boyfriend, quetching about the miserable state of the planet, driving around in my car, stealing from the stores, cooking dinner for my friend, gardening, drinking wine, dancing with my boyfriend, interacting with the dog, cats, friend that are living here, being a shit disturber at the mental health meets, trying to make a difference so everyone can live or die with dignity.....

What's an orgasm like? I've never had one. I'm being completely serious.
 
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Talokin

Member
May 17, 2019
77
enjoy?


I can't.

when i'm sleeping, I guess i'm not suffering as much.
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Chocolate, booze (just not at the same time or I'd be sick), this site, funny pics and quotes of cats, dogs, and squirrels, and music.
And BPD_LE's Suicide Memes. I saw one of hers the other day that I had missed and I laughed for 10 minutes. I'm actually laughing right now just thinking about it.
I miss her. :heart:
 
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lambgf

lambgf

the void will lead into my arms
Jan 15, 2020
40
Cats and eating spaghetti :happy:
 

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