AlexM
To find the outer edge
- Oct 31, 2019
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Of course it's all escapism. It's self medicating. I'd say since I was diagnosed with bpd I've been drinking twice as much as before.. it's fucked up. I'm on a waiting list for dpt and my mental health team say I can't have the therapy unless I stop drinking/ drugs. But my main problem is self destruction and I crave that for some reason. I can't see that stopping. So I'm just a big mess.@Flora1 Not wanting to sound sanctimonious but all those things are a recipe for bad mental health if used in the wrong way - normally escapism right?
Omg I don't do coke anymore but I'd kill for some rn I'd definitely enjoy thatthis and cocaine.
Yes. Very much yes.Coke, Valium, booze, sex
What games?Gaming. It's pretty much all i do these days. I used to read books but my patience for them went out the window. It's sad, really. It's like games are the only thing that can hold my attention span.
How do you feel about them now?Video games and music used to be my thing until I started creating and developing both.
Good for you, I'm envious. Talking to people just makes me feel ashamed.Talking to people