veryhappyhuman
Specialist
- Aug 25, 2021
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Ok, it's September, and that means CTB-O'clock isn't far away for me. I've prepped a regimen for myself and I'd be very grateful for any feedback!
For context, my BMI is around 19. I have no tolerance built to any of the medications (only took 1 test dose each of the benzo and beta blocker). Finally, I'll be doing this in a hotel room that's already booked.
A few miscellaneous notes that I'd also like feedback on:
* Planning light carb-focused meals on the last day, so digestion is quicker
* Doing this on a Sunday evening/night, so hopefully there's less medical facilities open if at all there's a rescue attempt
* Gonna be wearing an N95 mask to hopefully muffle groans etc a little. Also will have laptop or phone playing white noise from youtube beside me.
* Doing this in the bathtub with a tarp under me so there's hopefully minimal cleaning needed after the fact
Thank you so much!
EDIT: This is not my goodbye post. It is merely to solicit feedback for my regimen. I will follow up w a goodbye in a week or so!
For context, my BMI is around 19. I have no tolerance built to any of the medications (only took 1 test dose each of the benzo and beta blocker). Finally, I'll be doing this in a hotel room that's already booked.
12.30 PM | Finish last meal | |
5:30 PM | Last liquid drink | |
7:15 PM | 1x0.5 mg clonazepam (sublingual / under the tongue) | Mainly to calm myself |
7:30 PM | 1x600mg ibuprofen, 2x40mg propranolol | I'm kinda unsure about taking 80mg beta blocker before AEs. But idk where else to fit it. * Taking it w AE would mean too many pills in one go. * No time slot available between AE and SN * Taking it w SN (as PPEH says) is an option but I'm skeptical of doing one large dose of BB. Also, taking part of it earlier would confer some anti-anxiety benefit |
7:45 PM | 2x10mg meto, 2x8mg ondansetron | Was gonna do the usual 3x meto alone, but Canada's MAiD AE regimen seems safer to me |
7:45 PM | Prep 2 SN drinks | |
8:00 PM | 2x0.5 mg clonazepam (sublingual / under the tongue) | Stan's guide says this should be an hour before SN, but since sublingual, this seems ok |
8:30 PM | 20g/50ml SN + 120mg propranolol crushed | 400 mg beta blocker with zero tolerance is too much IMO, especially bc PPEH itself reduced the dose from 2g to 400mg |
A few miscellaneous notes that I'd also like feedback on:
* Planning light carb-focused meals on the last day, so digestion is quicker
* Doing this on a Sunday evening/night, so hopefully there's less medical facilities open if at all there's a rescue attempt
* Gonna be wearing an N95 mask to hopefully muffle groans etc a little. Also will have laptop or phone playing white noise from youtube beside me.
* Doing this in the bathtub with a tarp under me so there's hopefully minimal cleaning needed after the fact
Thank you so much!
EDIT: This is not my goodbye post. It is merely to solicit feedback for my regimen. I will follow up w a goodbye in a week or so!
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