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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
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I feel light headed and my heart is racing faster now.. Oh God please make it stop
 
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Bimbosqualo

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Mar 19, 2025
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How are you doing now? I hope you don't have any lasting symptoms.🤗🤗🤗
 
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Existence is suffering
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Thank you all so much :heart:


How are you doing now? I hope you don't have any lasting symptoms.🤗🤗🤗
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Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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You took only 3 tiny sips from 25g SN disolved in 50ml of water?
 
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Stargazer100

no nonsense
May 25, 2021
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'You need to reply to this thread in order to see this content.' forum weirdness
 
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amputatedandalone

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Jan 4, 2026
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Hoping you're doing as well as you want to be. Replying to see what may be in store for myself.

I am guessing that chugging the whole thing at once is key to losing consciousness in 10-15 minutes. Taking it sip by sip will just prolong the unpleasant effects.
 
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Stargazer100

no nonsense
May 25, 2021
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was it difficult to swallow the water with sn in it? Was the taste too bad too drink more?
Did you alert anyone? Why did you not if you wanted to stop? Just curious about it all hope you don't mind that I ask
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Student
Sep 10, 2025
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I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
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January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.

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RottenSoul

Disociating through life
Dec 20, 2021
5
Hope nothing bad happened from taking these sips. Did you have to go to the hospital after taking it? Was it painful?
 

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