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denali

denali

Professional Idiot
Jan 24, 2026
12
I can't get myself to drink it.... FUCK.. I'll abort..
Hope your feeling better. Sending Love and Prayers. no one should go through with this if their not 110% sure and you being even a little hesitant is a sign to not go through with it.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
497
I imagine it being like my motion sickness on steroids which is scary, but I don't think there's really other semi-accessible method that has a similar success rate...
my methods of choice always comes back to hanging. SN is insane tbh
 
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xlostie

А мы не ангелы, парень.
Aug 20, 2023
19
It's okay to abort if u feel unsure. I hope u don't feel ashamed of it, it's totally fine. Extend yourself a little grace <3
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
642
When it's not in an airtight container. Years in one.
Mine came with expiry date of 2029 and I bought it in the summer of 2025. It can last even past that date if the container is never opened.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
84
I feel better about drinking the SN now. I'm relatively convinced that it's painless. I might try again tonight or maybe in a few days, I'm not sure yet. In any case I'll keep you updated. Maybe I'll even live update while taking it
 
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Mackerel

New Member
Jan 27, 2026
4
I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.
I wish you the best and have forever peace,
Sorry for asking these questions but am I supposed to drink the SN? So just put it in water and mix it? How do yall take it? How does it feel like, how long does it take for the effects to kick in?
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
84
I wish you the best and have forever peace,
Sorry for asking these questions but am I supposed to drink the SN? So just put it in water and mix it? How do yall take it? How does it feel like, how long does it take for the effects to kick in?
Yes mix the 25g in water and drink in when dissolved. You should check out the SN Bible: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/





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UgLy DuCkLiNg

New Member
Jan 26, 2026
2
I'm a new member here and just want to say I wish you well. I'm also considering SN as my CTB method. Hopefully I can obtain everything needed.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
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spero_meliora

In hope for better things.
Jan 13, 2025
278
Thinking of you, @TomIsNotMyName 🫂
 
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Bimbosqualo

Member
Mar 19, 2025
97
Hi @TomIsNotMyName how are you? I understand your fears, they're mine too. I put them off day after day because I don't have the courage to drink it. Sending you a virtual hug 🤗
 
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fujikofujiko

😔
Jan 26, 2026
26
That sounds so scary, your reaction and the panic.
I hope you're feeling better now.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
84
Hi @TomIsNotMyName how are you? I understand your fears, they're mine too. I put them off day after day because I don't have the courage to drink it. Sending you a virtual hug 🤗
Thank you, I'm okay but I could be better
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aRose

Tired AF
Jan 18, 2026
300
Hopefully you can figure out another way maybe.
 
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the_world_is_on_fir

Member
Jan 28, 2026
38
How areu doing right now?
 
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Existence is suffering
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
84
I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.
Wish you luck on your CTB brother and I'm kinda jealous you have it all figured out
 
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paperwork

Idiot
Dec 26, 2025
33
Good luck! Hope you find your peace
 
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Member
Oct 18, 2023
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Be kind to yourself and I admire your courage balanced with the wisdom of not doing things impulsively or in a haste. Take all the time you need and do not feel pressured either way. It's your life. Sending hugs
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
8
Take care of yourself; maybe this is a potential window to reflect a bit deeper on things
I know it cannot be an easy decision once you have all the tools
 
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It hurts
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I second the above advice. Please go to the ER if you feel you need to. It's definitely not your time and that's ok.
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