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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
25
I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
419
Having 3 glasses sounds like a smart move since you don't have AE. Not having vomited in years is encouraging.
I hope you can find the peace you deserve. Wishing you good luck!
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
25
Having 3 glasses sounds like a smart move since you don't have AE. Not having vomited in years is encouraging.
I hope you can find the peace you deserve. Wishing you good luck!
Thank you! 🙂
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,754
I hope you find the freedom you are searching for, I wish you the best.
 
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