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Eclypser

Eclypser

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Dec 12, 2025
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Will you be wearing diapers?
I am not too worried about my things after I CTB, I won't be deleting anything.
Of course I will be leaving no trace to SS.
I have wrote my letter already.
Good luck, I think with our protocols, we can't fail.
Thanks for sharing your choices, but for protection Nooo! Please, no diapers, it will never happen. 😆 It's too much. In Italy we call them "traversini" "pads" could be correspond. how can I explain it, maybe "bed mats." Lying on your right side, I think that's pretty decent.
 
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raybd

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Dec 4, 2019
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Will you be wearing diapers?
I am not too worried about my things after I CTB, I won't be deleting anything.
Of course I will be leaving no trace to SS.
I have wrote my letter already.
Good luck, I think with our protocols, we can't fail.
You know, I have been on this site like 6 years - through 3 health and life episodes. The first two, the deterioration still left live bearable and not at "must go" point. The 3rd, this one, marks that I'm too far gone in health and everything. In all this while, rarely have I seen anyone this meticulous in their exit strategy. I reckon if you were this meticulous, you must have had some success at life. So, what is your reason for wanting to go? If you don't mind sharing?
Thanks for sharing your choices, but for protection Nooo! Please, no diapers, it will never happen. 😆 It's too much. In Italy we call them "traversini" "pads" could be correspond. how can I explain it, maybe "bed mats." Lying on your right side, I think that's pretty decent.
PPEH SN

From the PPEH Page....
 
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Eclypser

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Dec 12, 2025
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Good luck, I think with our protocols, we can't fail.
iWe can't fail! Good Luck! Always remembering "Fortis Fortuna adiuvat". This is the way
You know, I have been on this site like 6 years - through 3 health and life episodes. The first two, the deterioration still left live bearable and not at "must go" point. The 3rd, this one, marks that I'm too far gone in health and everything. In all this while, rarely have I seen anyone this meticulous in their exit strategy. I reckon if you were this meticulous, you must have had some success at life. So, what is your reason for wanting to go? If you don't mind sharing?

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From the PPEH Page....
Thanks to our mates here on SS, i think it's a right thing keep on mind this:

1. swallow the 30mg of meto uncrushed
2. crush 400mg of propranolol and mix it with some water (but dont drink it)
3. wait 40 minutes
4. make a different drink with 25 grams of sn and 50 ml of water
5. crush the benzos, mix with the propranolol drink
6. drink sn
7. drink benzos & propranolol
 
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Alexandra_

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Sep 30, 2023
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Try 3 tablets of Metoclopramide to see how your body reacts. It causes terrible side effects in some people. It didn't work for me at all; I'll be using Domperidone, also a dopamine blocker.
Good luck, may you find what you're looking for
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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You know, I have been on this site like 6 years - through 3 health and life episodes. The first two, the deterioration still left live bearable and not at "must go" point. The 3rd, this one, marks that I'm too far gone in health and everything. In all this while, rarely have I seen anyone this meticulous in their exit strategy. I reckon if you were this meticulous, you must have had some success at life. So, what is your reason for wanting to go? If you don't mind sharing?
Yes sure.
Fit and healthy my entire life, amateur athlete. I even played recreational sports with professional soccer players that won the "Copa libertadores", so I can say without hesitation that my fitness level was quite high.
Never did drugs, alcohol, etc, not even medicines, never had a broken bone, surgery, etc, so pretty healthy, just a couple of minor sports injuries.
I didn't have the perfect life, in fact I was quite unlucky on a couple of times when I wanted to bring my life to a higher level, is like all my life I was always getting the short end of the stick, but, still nothing to complain too much.
Then I sustained a partial spinal cord injury that prevents me from doing what I used to do, and left me with some chronic pain as well, so I think I have done and achieve a good chunk of things in life already. One thing I knew since I was a child was that I never wanted to get too old either.
So I think time has come.
Thanks for sharing your choices, but for protection Nooo! Please, no diapers, it will never happen. 😆 It's too much. In Italy we call them "traversini" "pads" could be correspond. how can I explain it, maybe "bed mats." Lying on your right side, I think that's pretty decent.
Never heard about those.
Interesting.
As I said, very solid protocol, and very well thought plan.
You know that when you consider your time has come, chances of getting your will fulfilled are high.
 
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