Help My SN came but...

[15dec]

My sn came earlier than I was expecting (5 days sooner, from interchem on ebay) and my parents found it. They didn't open it thankfully but they're not happy, they think I ordered kratom behind their backs. My dad stormed out, I had a pretty minor panic attack so my mum started yelling more and threatened to call my dad and get him to 'sort me out' or something to that effect. Somehow I've managed to convince my mum to let me keep it in my room but it's only a matter of time before someone comes looking for it. It's under my mattress with the rope I bought about a month ago which I assumed was a safe place but now I'm terrified my parents will go looking there for it and then they'll find out it's actually sn, so I'm considering ctb early just to avoid the shitstorm that'd follow and losing access to both my methods. My planned date is the 8th or 9th of February and I'm not sure if I can keep everything hidden until then.

Do I 100% need anti-emetics and acid reducers for the sn method to work? I'm usually prone to nausea/vomiting so I'm probably more likely to vomit from the sn.

If not I could try to explain it as me trying to self-medicate my acid reflux since it has gotten worse recently but it's not exactly a reliable excuse, seeing as I could easily go to my doctors and get new medications for free rather than buying stuff off the internet.

 

[Johnnythefox]

My sn came earlier than I was expecting (5 days sooner, from interchem on ebay) and my parents found it. They didn't open it thankfully but they're not happy, they think I ordered kratom behind their backs. My dad stormed out, I had a pretty minor panic attack so my mum started yelling more and threatened to call my dad and get him to 'sort me out' or something to that effect. Somehow I've managed to convince my mum to let me keep it in my room but it's only a matter of time before someone comes looking for it. It's under my mattress with the rope I bought about a month ago which I assumed was a safe place but now I'm terrified my parents will go looking there for it and then they'll find out it's actually sn, so I'm considering ctb early just to avoid the shitstorm that'd follow and losing access to both my methods. My planned date is the 8th or 9th of February and I'm not sure if I can keep everything hidden until then.

Do I 100% need anti-emetics and acid reducers for the sn method to work? I'm usually prone to nausea/vomiting so I'm probably more likely to vomit from the sn.

If not I could try to explain it as me trying to self-medicate my acid reflux since it has gotten worse recently but it's not exactly a reliable excuse, seeing as I could easily go to my doctors and get new medications for free rather than buying stuff off the internet.

I'm assuming the SN is in a bag and not a tub, personally I would hide it in any of these places.

1. The bottom of a chest of drawers(take drawer out first and place item to back of empty space and replace drawer) or taped to the back of a drawer with masking tape.
2. Inside a pair of high boots or other suitable rarely worn footwear.
3. Inside the lining of a coat or jacket that's rarely worn.
4. The rope could maybe be draped on the wall for ornamental effect with personal stuff hung on it.
5. Double sided tape is also useful for concealing items underneath furniture, E.g table, chair etc.

Regarding antiemetics, it's most likely that you will throw up and have to face the consequences of an attempt.

 

[15dec]

I'm assuming the SN is in a bag and not a tub, personally I would hide it in any of these places.

1. The bottom of a chest of drawers or taped to the back of a drawer with masking tape.
2. Inside a pair of high boots or other suitable rarely worn footwear.
3. Inside the lining of a coat or jacket that's rarely worn.
4. The rope could maybe be draped on the wall for ornamental effect with personal stuff hung on it.
5. Double sided tape is also useful for concealing items underneath furniture, E.g table, chair etc.

Regarding antiemetics, it's most likely that you will throw up and have to face the consequences of an attempt.

Thank you! I could definitely tape it to the back of a drawer, I hadn't thought of that. The idea for the rope is good too so I'll see what I can do with that.

I'm hoping the antiemetics won't take long to get here, they haven't been shipped yet but then again I did only buy them yesterday