Britney Spears
toxic
- Jan 4, 2025
- 509
Fasting for 8 to 12 hours
- 4 hours without drinking water
- 1 hour before: 2 grams of paracetamol
- 45 minutes before: 3 x 10 g of methotrexate
- 30 minutes before: 36 x 10 mg of diazepam (356 mg) crushed in a mortar with a little 5 ml of water.
- 15 minutes before: 30 x 0.5 mg of rivotril (150 mg) crushed in a mortar with a little 5 ml of water.
- 10 minutes before: Prepare sn beverages: 3 glasses of 25 g, 26 g, and 27 g of sn beverages dissolved in 50 mg of water.
- 0 minutes before: 1 glass of 25 g of sn beverages dissolved in 50 mg of water.
(No antacids)
(The maximum time I'll be alone is 4 hours. I'll try to find a longer period; it will be impossible.)
I ordered my SN in January. I have the DMC one from when it was on their original website. I'm afraid it's lost its purity, but I don't know. I've preserved it as best I can.
In any case, I'll add more SN if it goes on for more than this year. 26g to the second cup and 27g to the third. The first cup will be 25g
I have a tolerance to benzodiazepines because I take them daily. Back then, I was taking diazepam and Rivotril. I'll start taking them soon so they can take effect. If I take those amounts at after, I'm more likely to vomit until they take effect. Okay?
I have a lot of fears, and I've planned for it as best I can, analyzing different protocols and following guidelines. My biggest fear is my sn expire since I ordered it in January, and the timeframe I have, and whether or not it will work. I know there are so many things and conflicting opinions; due to my illness, I can't remember them, etc. Every day I feel like doing it on impulse, but I've learned that, thanks to Sasu and all of you, I won't do it impulsively. I will soon post a goodbye thread explaining my situation. When the time and opportunity comes (I don't know when that will be), I will. I won't be able to update when I do; I will just post a goodbye photo. The day I do it. If I don't post three months later, please delete my account, moderators
If I could give myself more time alone, it would be better, but it's impossible due to my overprotectiveness and suicidal tendencies. My parents have removed my locks and other things. My illness and cognitive decline are getting worse every day, and I can't plan well, except to endure every second, minute, and hour of my illness. But I'm doing my best to plan. I welcome any opinions or recommendations for my protocol.
I'm afraid my NS will be ruined, and the time I'll have alone, but I won't have any other choice.
I'm still with you and I'll stay here. I can't understand the information, retain it, or comprehend it. I love you. I welcome any opinions on my protocol.
At some point, when they're gone, I will. When? I don't know; maybe in a year or more, or sooner, who knows. They won't leave me alone for a second. But I have the plan, and I hope it will work for me in four hours. My survival instinct is shattered, and I've posted threads about autopsies, catalepsies, and the like, but that's the least of my worries when I want to get going as soon as possible. Sorry for the long post. Hugs and love.
My protocol and all that. Brit.
Sorry for the translation. I'm Spanish.
- 4 hours without drinking water
- 1 hour before: 2 grams of paracetamol
- 45 minutes before: 3 x 10 g of methotrexate
- 30 minutes before: 36 x 10 mg of diazepam (356 mg) crushed in a mortar with a little 5 ml of water.
- 15 minutes before: 30 x 0.5 mg of rivotril (150 mg) crushed in a mortar with a little 5 ml of water.
- 10 minutes before: Prepare sn beverages: 3 glasses of 25 g, 26 g, and 27 g of sn beverages dissolved in 50 mg of water.
- 0 minutes before: 1 glass of 25 g of sn beverages dissolved in 50 mg of water.
(No antacids)
(The maximum time I'll be alone is 4 hours. I'll try to find a longer period; it will be impossible.)
I ordered my SN in January. I have the DMC one from when it was on their original website. I'm afraid it's lost its purity, but I don't know. I've preserved it as best I can.
In any case, I'll add more SN if it goes on for more than this year. 26g to the second cup and 27g to the third. The first cup will be 25g
I have a tolerance to benzodiazepines because I take them daily. Back then, I was taking diazepam and Rivotril. I'll start taking them soon so they can take effect. If I take those amounts at after, I'm more likely to vomit until they take effect. Okay?
I have a lot of fears, and I've planned for it as best I can, analyzing different protocols and following guidelines. My biggest fear is my sn expire since I ordered it in January, and the timeframe I have, and whether or not it will work. I know there are so many things and conflicting opinions; due to my illness, I can't remember them, etc. Every day I feel like doing it on impulse, but I've learned that, thanks to Sasu and all of you, I won't do it impulsively. I will soon post a goodbye thread explaining my situation. When the time and opportunity comes (I don't know when that will be), I will. I won't be able to update when I do; I will just post a goodbye photo. The day I do it. If I don't post three months later, please delete my account, moderators
If I could give myself more time alone, it would be better, but it's impossible due to my overprotectiveness and suicidal tendencies. My parents have removed my locks and other things. My illness and cognitive decline are getting worse every day, and I can't plan well, except to endure every second, minute, and hour of my illness. But I'm doing my best to plan. I welcome any opinions or recommendations for my protocol.
I'm afraid my NS will be ruined, and the time I'll have alone, but I won't have any other choice.
I'm still with you and I'll stay here. I can't understand the information, retain it, or comprehend it. I love you. I welcome any opinions on my protocol.
At some point, when they're gone, I will. When? I don't know; maybe in a year or more, or sooner, who knows. They won't leave me alone for a second. But I have the plan, and I hope it will work for me in four hours. My survival instinct is shattered, and I've posted threads about autopsies, catalepsies, and the like, but that's the least of my worries when I want to get going as soon as possible. Sorry for the long post. Hugs and love.
My protocol and all that. Brit.
Sorry for the translation. I'm Spanish.
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i knew you'd post this soon but i was hoping maybe, it wouldn't be too soon. you're so angelic and sweet and talking to you brightens my day 
it's so unfair..you deserve the world but the world does not deserve you..i will join you shortly after i promise. my heart is so heavy…. 
