Method My plan

[BipolarGuy]

- buy N from C

- spend a couple of weeks getting my affairs in order and clean my place

- when N has arrived, draft emails to the police, student finance England, HMRC, car finance company, etc to tell them what's happening.
Include all reference numbers on the email as necessary.

- draft a note

- on the day I'm going to do it (which will likely be a Saturday), get up, showered, dressed etc.
Drive to where I'm going to do it.
Send the emails.
Put note in social media.
Switch phone off so I'm not inundated with calls/texts and so I can relax.
Listen to a bit of music, probably have a cry, then basically take the N.

 

[Lotharius]

Not super knowledgeable but friendly reminder you might want to get an antiemetic in your hands too before hand. Looks like you know what you're doing though. I wish you the best in your goal.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Not super knowledgeable but friendly reminder you might want to get an antiemetic in your hands too before hand. I wish you the best in your goal.

Ahh yes now there's something I haven't given much thought.

I had food poisoning last year and I was given a prescription grade anti sickness medication by the hospital.
I still have most of this left - tablets.

Should they be ok?

 

[DyingAlf]

Ahh yes now there's something I haven't given much thought.

I had food poisoning last year and I was given a prescription grade anti sickness medication by the hospital.
I still have most of this left - tablets.

Should they be ok?

I don't know the answer to that but if you name them, (possibly ask in a new thread?)
I'm sure other members will know as I have seen comments about various anti sickness meds on other threads, some saying a particular med is good or a different med is not suitable.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Ahh yes now there's something I haven't given much thought.

I had food poisoning last year and I was given a prescription grade anti sickness medication by the hospital.
I still have most of this left - tablets.

Should they be ok?

What's the name of the medication? You sound very prepared. Have you started the process of getting N yet?

 

[GreenTree]

What does N stand for ?

 

[BipolarGuy]

What's the name of the medication? You sound very prepared. Have you started the process of getting N yet?

I have prescription anti anxiety medication: pregablin.
I also have prescription painkiller (codeine) and prescription anti-vomit medication (metoclopramide).

In terms of getting N from C.
I believe I have found C on WHM.
However I'm still learning how WHM works so haven't placed an order or contacted C yet.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I have prescription anti anxiety medication: pregablin.
I also have prescription painkiller (codeine) and prescription anti-vomit medication (metoclopramide).

Then you have the right anti sickness tablet.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Then you have the right anti sickness tablet.

Excellent.
I got it about 18 months ago when I had food poisoning.
Prescribed it by the hospital.
It was BAD food poisoning too!
Definitely the worst pain I have ever felt by a long way.

Anyway I'm glad I just went through my draw to find it as I also found the anti-anxiety meds and painkiller I forgot I had, all prescription only.

I will take them on the day, to make sure I feel calmer, overcome any pain (if any) and not be sick.

Just ironic isn't it: the only thing that works out in my life is that I've got the right meds to enable a suicide plan to work out.

 

[GreenTree]

What's WHM. West Ham ?

 

[BPD Barbie]

What's WHM. West Ham ?

White House Market I believe.

 

[rt1989526]

I'm stuck on step 1 lmao

 

[BipolarGuy]

I'm stuck on step 1 lmao

Yes I know, me too.
I'm going to try to get my head around it over the weekend.

EDIT: I've just came across this video on Youtube. Haven't watched it all the way through but it seems to explain the PGP key thing for noobies:


As a sad coincidence the music in the background of the video is Beethoven's Ode to Joy, possibly the greatest piece of music ever written, and the piece of music I want to fade away to as it just so happens!