Help my plan (so far at least.)

[smirks00ts]

( this is copy pasted from my notes app. I may change things later. dunno. sorry if it sounds stupid, i wrote it while upset. )

kill yourself on August 23 ( or whenever you go to college again. )

Before a week
- pretend youre happy and okay
- prepare shitty letters
- delete accounts slowly if possible.
- make sure you can make hours as long as possible in uni. in schedule.


At uni:
- Go to 4th floor, and then those stairs
- check if there is anyone. if its empty, irs a good start.
- send last letters.
- turn off phone and throw it away, not off the stairs.

on railing
- if cant climb. take off thobe
- close eyes, breathe in, pray ( like thars gonna do shit )
- wrap arms around self
- let yourself fall as much as possible, keep trying all day
- make sure its on the BACK of the skull, other wise its just paralysis and thats just cringe!

if fail state, redo every day until its successful. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ANYONE.


I also plan to use my mom's old meds. half of them.are like vitamins iron and like. diabetes stuff, that or ill steal my dad's gun. however im more confident in the falling off a balcony plan. id appreciate any advice. esp w SI

 

[meowpuppy]

it's only the fourth floor, or are you going to the roof of the building?

 

[smirks00ts]

it's only the fourth floor, or are you going to the roof of the building?

technically the fifth. I cant really go to the roof. but its still high enough.

 

[iwishtodie8]

Damn bro idk what to do anymore as well. I just want to die

 

[Dawns]

i mean i can't stop you but the fourth/fifth floor seems low. i just hope you don't end up disabled

 

[meowpuppy]

i mean i can't stop you but the fourth/fifth floor seems low. i just hope you don't end up disabled

if it's a university building maybe the floors are exceptionally tall? so 5 would be 8 or 9, still not great..

 

[hughmun9]

if fail state, redo every day until its successful. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ANYONE.

this bit sounds unrealistic, if you're trying to hit the back of your skull and you fail to ctb you're likely to incapacitate yourself from trying again. If you pass out people will find you and call an ambulance. and as others mentioned, fifth floor does sound pretty low...

 

[smirks00ts]

Damn bro idk what to do anymore as well. I just want to die

thats fair, I wish you luck.

this bit sounds unrealistic, if you're trying to hit the back of your skull and you fail to ctb you're likely to incapacitate yourself from trying again. If you pass out people will find you and call an ambulance. and as others mentioned, fifth floor does sound pretty low...

if it's a university building maybe the floors are exceptionally tall? so 5 would be 8 or 9, still not great..

i mean i can't stop you but the fourth/fifth floor seems low. i just hope you don't end up disabled

I appreciate your words and i think I see your logic. ill try to think more on it. thank you all.

this bit sounds unrealistic, if you're trying to hit the back of your skull and you fail to ctb you're likely to incapacitate yourself from trying again. If you pass out people will find you and call an ambulance. and as others mentioned, fifth floor does sound pretty low...

probably should've described that dont interact with anyone means online. since thats where I have friends and what not. I dont have many people irl.

 

[EDSsucks]

This is not high enough to guarantee ctb. Needs to be closer to 10 floors.

 

[smirks00ts]

This is not high enough to guarantee ctb. Needs to be closer to 10 floors.

yeah I realized that a while ago. thanks for info though

 

[shibby]

i feel like you'd survive and end up paralyzed, which is like the worst outcome possible. And the medication wouldnt do shit as they arent like strong sleeping meds. hopefully u find another way man!! love you and wish you a peaceful passing

 

[smirks00ts]

i feel like you'd survive and end up paralyzed, which is like the worst outcome possible. And the medication wouldnt do shit as they arent like strong sleeping meds. hopefully u find another way man!! love you and wish you a peaceful passing

thank you so much for the nice words. I wish it was easier to kill myself here where i live. all I have left is probably firearms or mountains. thank u again tho <3 I hope you pass peacefully too

 

[Die.A.Ria]

There was someone on here who done it higher and still survived are you sure you want this method?

 

[interna]

technically the fifth. I cant really go to the roof. but its still high enough.

it is NOT high enough. recommended height is 10+ stories.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

There was someone here who was in a wheelchair because she jumped from the 7th or 8th floor. Doctors said they thought her leg needed to be amputated. She CTB'd a few months ago with SN. Her username was Fightclub17. Please don't risk putting yourself in a similar position.

 

[smirks00ts]

There was someone here who was in a wheelchair because she jumped from the 7th or 8th floor. Doctors said they thought her leg needed to be amputated. She CTB'd a few months ago with SN. Her username was Fightclub17. Please don't risk putting yourself in a similar position.

thank you so much . that hurt to read. I hope shes resting in peace.

it is NOT high enough. recommended height is 10+ stories.

There was someone on here who done it higher and still survived are you sure you want this method?

thank you for this info ^^ not sure why this post is suddenly gaining traction as im not going with this method anymore. but yeah

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Ok, that's good. I'll link something below to remember in case you ever think of revisiting the idea. It made international news last March, a woman in Spain was granted legal euthanasia after jumping & becoming a paraplegic.

Noelia Castillo euthanasia case - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[citrix_s]

technically the fifth. I cant really go to the roof. but its still high enough.

That's not a suitable height; you're very likely to end up paralyzed. I would look for a much higher place.

 

[smirks00ts]

That's not a suitable height; you're very likely to end up paralyzed. I would look for a much higher place.

not planning on using this method anymore, thanks though!

 

[fluorescentpearl]

( this is copy pasted from my notes app. I may change things later. dunno. sorry if it sounds stupid, i wrote it while upset. )

kill yourself on August 23 ( or whenever you go to college again. )

Before a week
- pretend youre happy and okay
- prepare shitty letters
- delete accounts slowly if possible.
- make sure you can make hours as long as possible in uni. in schedule.


At uni:
- Go to 4th floor, and then those stairs
- check if there is anyone. if its empty, irs a good start.
- send last letters.
- turn off phone and throw it away, not off the stairs.

on railing
- if cant climb. take off thobe
- close eyes, breathe in, pray ( like thars gonna do shit )
- wrap arms around self
- let yourself fall as much as possible, keep trying all day
- make sure its on the BACK of the skull, other wise its just paralysis and thats just cringe!

if fail state, redo every day until its successful. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ANYONE.


I also plan to use my mom's old meds. half of them.are like vitamins iron and like. diabetes stuff, that or ill steal my dad's gun. however im more confident in the falling off a balcony plan. id appreciate any advice.

I don't recommend falling off the fifth floor as it isn't tall enough, it's about a 50:50 chance, especially given that nothing is certain of you falling on your head!
Im also planning to go by falling but for me its from the 15th floor, which is closer to 100% certainty so long as I land on concrete