Venting My mom's gonna book me a hotel room for the 17th

[ultrasharpy123456]

She said she doesn't want to to ctb or she'll never forgive herself. I have sn in my bag. Ahhh how I wish to be free of this planet.

 

[makethepainstop]

She said she doesn't want to to ctb or she'll never forgive herself. I have sn in my bag. Ahhh how I wish to be free of this planet.

Something if fishy about this? Does no one else see this? She doesn't want you to suicide, but she is going to rent you a room to carry it out in? Something isn't right about this scenario.

 

[wanttodie]

Something if fishy about this? Does no one else see this? She doesn't want you to suicide, but she is going to rent you a room to carry it out in? Something isn't right about this scenario.

yes agree

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

Something if fishy about this? Does no one else see this? She doesn't want you to suicide, but she is going to rent you a room to carry it out in? Something isn't right about this scenario.

she's trusting e not ctb in there. I may not. I'm just worried abut the future is all.

 

[Wannagonow]

Something if fishy about this? Does no one else see this? She doesn't want you to suicide, but she is going to rent you a room to carry it out in? Something isn't right about this scenario.

Yes...Fishy

 

[Dot]

Whle am persnl pro-chce makng ur mothr an un-willng or un-wittng accssry in ur potetntl c.t.b whn sh/ hs specfclly sd sh/ ds nt wnt u 2 ctb ds nt feel rght

Fr wht reasn ds sh/ thnk tht sh/ = bookng th/ htel

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand so desperately wishing to be gone from this world. All of my waking moments are spent thinking about how ideal it would be to die. I do think that I would personally always see it as best to never tell others about wishing to die as this could just lead to complications and others could potentially interfere with plans to ctb. But it does sound like a strange situation to be in having your family member booking you a hotel room when they are not supportive of your decision to ctb. But anyway, I hope that you find what you wish for.

 

[freedomcalls]

You are unsure if you are going to CTB, so I'm hopeful that maybe you might want to talk this all through here where you will be supported in your conflicted feelings?

Why is she booking you the room? And if that's something she genuinely thinks you'd have a reason to do, can you imagine the alternative possibility of going and enjoying the experience? (I mean, I personally book myself a hotel room a couple of times a year just to enjoy being alone…Have a meal, a bath and read a book in a clean and comfortable space without any distractions )

 

[SpiroSundae]

Be careful, this seems fishy. I think she knows exactly what you're doing, and will be at the hotel to intervene. she's the one booking it, it'll be under her name, she'll have access. please please think about this