Promortalistic4Life

Promortalistic4Life

Efilist
May 29, 2020
47
For me humans = demons. I got hurt by these malicious creatures over and over and over and over and over and over again. There are no good souls left on this barbarous world, and everyone is just trying to take somehow advantage of an another. How can people ignore this?
They can also be incredibly mean, even though you haven't done a thing to them. Why, oh why are you doing this?!?!? I know they're all demons, but my mind can't let go of this question. Often when I'm posting something to Reddit, people downvote me to hell and reply with obnoxious comments, which often results in me crying.
Sometimes I ask some of my "friends" a question via WhatsApp, and they can'T even take 10 fucking seconds out of their goddamn self-absorbed lifes to answer that question.

Misanthropy will eventually put me in the grave, that's for sure. I simply cannot ignore these maggots that are all around me. Oh how I wish a a gloabl cataclysm, armageddon, a divine punishment would erase every single on of them for all the wickedness they commited, once and for fucking all.
 
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Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
I got hurt by these malicious creatures over and over and over and over and over and over again. There are no good souls left on this barbarous world, and everyone is just trying to take somehow advantage of an another. How can people ignore this?
my feelings exactly. people have got to be one of the worst things about this planet.
 
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Luchs

Luchs

kristallene Bergluft über verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
528
For me humans = demons. I got hurt by these malicious creatures over and over and over and over and over and over again. There are no good souls left on this barbarous world, and everyone is just trying to take somehow advantage of an another. How can people ignore this?
They can also be incredibly mean, even though you haven't done a thing to them. Why, oh why are you doing this?!?!? I know they're all demons, but my mind can't let go of this question. Often when I'm posting something to Reddit, people downvote me to hell and reply with obnoxious comments, which often results in me crying.
Sometimes I ask some of my "friends" a question via WhatsApp, and they can'T even take 10 fucking seconds out of their goddamn self-absorbed lifes to answer that question.

Misanthropy will eventually put me in the grave, that's for sure. I simply cannot ignore these maggots that are all around me. Oh how I wish a a gloabl cataclysm, armageddon, a divine punishment would erase every single on of them for all the wickedness they commited, once and for fucking all.
It won't get better. Looking at other intelligent beings on earth, most of them are some of the most vile creatures you can think of. Dolphins are brutal sadists and chimps even wage wars over resources. I think intelligence and evil are intertwined, since arguably only intelligent things can be evil, as they understand the consequences of their evil deeds.
 
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oivoi

oivoi

Member
May 25, 2020
35
People are the main reason I want to CTB. People are so petty, selfish and most of them are liars...
I hate humans.
 
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Alejandro17

Member
Apr 25, 2020
5
When you realize that 5G is militarized by the gov and that they give certain people mild radiation poisoning (covid) and that you are witnessing the beginning of the the silent holocaust...all intricately planned.
 
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Poptart

Poptart

Try me Frozen
Nov 7, 2019
96
I kinda disagree. And I think this may be attributed to gender, actually.

Growing up in an abusive home, I never considered the world was bad. I thought I was bad.

Then again Im fortunate enough to have had some wonderful people intervene in my childhood and try to save me. This gave me evidence that some people are good.

If I CTB itll be completely because of an internal hatred of myself, not the world.

Anyways, I read somewhere that women tend to blame themselves while men blame external forces. I think its an interesting theory.
 
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Jul 31, 2018
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If a snake eats a frog in order to survive it is regarded as natural. If I step on a frog and crush the life out of it because I enjoy seeing pain and suffering it is seen as evil. The frog is dead either way.
So where, oh where, does evil come from?
 
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K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
If a snake eats a frog in order to survive it is regarded as natural. If I step on a frog and crush the life out of it because I enjoy seeing pain and suffering it is seen as evil. The frog is dead either way.
So where, oh where, does evil come from?
i think that 'evil' manifests itself when some other dude sees you steeping on that frog and feels entitled to do the same and then it snow balls into a movement of frog killers.. all of a sudden youre their leader when you actually stepped on him accidentally .. ribbit..
btw- just saw the hitchhikers on your avatar! cheerz! x
 
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Lunarhour

Lunarhour

Student
May 15, 2020
137
i think that 'evil' manifests itself when some other dude sees you steeping on that frog and feels entitled to do the same and then it snow balls into a movement of frog killers.. all of a sudden youre their leader when you actually stepped on him accidentally .. ribbit..
btw- just saw the hitchhikers on your avatar! cheerz! x
Or Parrot killers...ANOTHER ORDER of PARROT SouFFLE' sweated in bacon juice and dipped in golden butta' mizz K-O?
 
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K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
Or Parrot killers...ANOTHER ORDER of PARROT SouFFLE' sweated in bacon juice and dipped in golden butta' mizz K-O?
fuck yeah! keepem comin! nomnom.. oh and go easy on the spicy stuff.. got the ulcer..
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I love humanity when it's there.
 
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Matthias_k

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Apr 18, 2020
247
Is this a new recovery program ? I generally never post in the recovery section but this new approach seems interesting. Armageddon as a way to solve all problems.
 
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coreofanapple

coreofanapple

I am un chien andalusia
Mar 31, 2020
43
I feel like my misanthropy is the result of how much I tried to appeal to other people. I all but begged and pleaded for people to love me, to see me and care about me. I'm an attention seeker at my very core, and I thrive on praise. I was raised to please.

But I recently realized that they're all fucking garbage. Every single person wants you dead for one reason or another, whether they want to admit it or not. Anyone would throw you to the dogs if it meant saving their own ass. We're all stupid little primates with God complexes, we've gotten too big for our goddamn britches and now the world is crumbling around us, and soon we'll be reduced to the skittish, fumbling animals we are meant to be.

(Sorry, I have no idea where this edgelord braindump came from. It just kinda spilled out.)
 
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mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
118
Ita a shame.. the people that move up in the world and are accepted by society tend to be selfish and will step on everyone to get higher on the ladder.. whilst the pure at heart are left to suffer. I am currently testing my 'friends' on snapchat by posting subtle signs of distress, like lyrics of a song idicating suicidal contemplation and stuff. Its been 3 nights, and they have all seen my stories. No message. Not even a little 'hey you ok?'. Nothing.
I feel like my misanthropy is the result of how much I tried to appeal to other people. I all but begged and pleaded for people to love me, to see me and care about me. I'm an attention seeker at my very core, and I thrive on praise. I was raised to please.

But I recently realized that they're all fucking garbage. Every single person wants you dead for one reason or another, whether they want to admit it or not. Anyone would throw you to the dogs if it meant saving their own ass. We're all stupid little primates with God complexes, we've gotten too big for our goddamn britches and now the world is crumbling around us, and soon we'll be reduced to the skittish, fumbling animals we are meant to be.

(Sorry, I have no idea where this edgelord braindump came from. It just kinda spilled out.)
Very well said. Humanity is fucked up, and yeah people certainly would throw you to the dogs to save their own ass. And those that would sacrifice themselves? Little to no honor would be given.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I feel like my misanthropy is the result of how much I tried to appeal to other people. I all but begged and pleaded for people to love me, to see me and care about me. I'm an attention seeker at my very core, and I thrive on praise. I was raised to please.

But I recently realized that they're all fucking garbage. Every single person wants you dead for one reason or another, whether they want to admit it or not. Anyone would throw you to the dogs if it meant saving their own ass. We're all stupid little primates with God complexes, we've gotten too big for our goddamn britches and now the world is crumbling around us, and soon we'll be reduced to the skittish, fumbling animals we are meant to be.

(Sorry, I have no idea where this edgelord braindump came from. It just kinda spilled out.)
Stop trying to please people. Just be yourself. You'll find those that still like you you like back. If you don't like them in the first place who cares?
 
StuckAF

StuckAF

Member
Apr 16, 2020
92
When you realize that 5G is militarized by the gov and that they give certain people mild radiation poisoning (covid) and that you are witnessing the beginning of the the silent holocaust...all intricately planned.
Wtf..
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
It won't get better. Looking at other intelligent beings on earth, most of them are some of the most vile creatures you can think of. Dolphins are brutal sadists and chimps even wage wars over resources. I think intelligence and evil are intertwined, since arguably only intelligent things can be evil, as they understand the consequences of their evil deeds.
Dolphins use their whiplike penises to rape dolphins and even humans.
When you realize that 5G is militarized by the gov and that they give certain people mild radiation poisoning (covid) and that you are witnessing the beginning of the the silent holocaust...all intricately planned.
Schizophrenic?
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
My misanthropy comes partly from having my eyes opened regarding animal agriculture. As soon as I was made aware of how humans treat 'food' animals, I wanted nothing more to do with it. Tens to hundreds of billions of animal lives violently ended because of tastebuds. And the devastating health, social and environmental consequences of the industry. But if you try to speak out and make others aware of it too, you get naught but selfish hostility and cognitive dissonance.

There are many other reasons I dislike my own species, but this one is most emotive to me. I do not turn away from the cruelty and horror I've witnessed and despise everyone that does so. It is cowardice and selfish and wrong. Humans have no right to abuse other species. With our intelligence we know better and can do better, but we choose not to.

I swallow my feelings for the sake of avoiding futile arguments, but the empathy, grief and pain for other species is always there.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Dissatisfaction is the universal trait, one-upmanship the universal practice.
 
IWTD

IWTD

Who knows.
Jun 24, 2020
124
It won't get better. Looking at other intelligent beings on earth, most of them are some of the most vile creatures you can think of. Dolphins are brutal sadists and chimps even wage wars over resources. I think intelligence and evil are intertwined, since arguably only intelligent things can be evil, as they understand the consequences of their evil deeds.
Wow, that is a great point.
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
The most evil are the most intelligent but it doesn't mean most intelligent people are evil. It only takes a few if the rest are stupid. Another thing. Does this really belong in recovery?
 
IWTD

IWTD

Who knows.
Jun 24, 2020
124
The most evil are the most intelligent but it doesn't mean most intelligent people are evil. It only takes a few if the rest are stupid. Another thing. Does this really belong in recovery?
Another good point, (about being in recovery.)
 
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Capsicum_Corral

Experienced
Dec 10, 2021
209
Stupid bitch. Gendering things make no sense. I hate all humans and i'm a woman. I have a high self-esteem. The sole reason i want to ctb is because of financial insecurity.
Poptart doesn't actually appear to be a stupid bitch. Most of us animals are gendered, as well as many of our creations. (i.e. A ship is a she, not a dude)

However, hating all humans and having high self-esteem seems a bit contradictory. Does it not?
 
blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
668
Poptart doesn't actually appear to be a stupid bitch. Most of us animals are gendered, as well as many of our creations. (i.e. A ship is a she, not a dude)

However, hating all humans and having high self-esteem seems a bit contradictory. Does it not?
Well, gendering things in a sense that assuming everything is related to your biological sex. Nurture plays a huge part of shaping a person's mind.

Actually, i don't hate literally all humans, it is a figure of speech. I don't like most people but i certainly like some of them. And, well, i'm just telling you that i have a high self-esteem. I don't hate or blame myself without reason.
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
750
I absolutely agree. The wold is full of nothing but shit. People are so cruel to each other. (Read some of my posts). I can't get the hell out of here soon enough. The abuse is too overwhelming and I'm tired of the pain.
 
Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Im not a fan of serial killers at all, but I just read a bit of teddy bundy manifest and what he wrote about industrial society couldn't be more accurate. This guy has an IQ of 168.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Hating humanity rarely makes for a good human
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Behind the guilt was compassion
Jan 26, 2021
5,747
Im not a fan of serial killers at all, but I just read a bit of teddy bundy manifest and what he wrote about industrial society couldn't be more accurate. This guy has an IQ of 168.
Think you mean Kaczynski (mail bombs, manifesto), Bundy was the rapist.
 
ItsMe-Hecked

ItsMe-Hecked

Student
Dec 30, 2021
123
Is this a new recovery program ? I generally never post in the recovery section but this new approach seems interesting. Armageddon as a way to solve all problems.
The absence of beings who can suffer = no suffering.
Im not a fan of serial killers at all, but I just read a bit of teddy bundy manifest and what he wrote about industrial society couldn't be more accurate. This guy has an IQ of 168.
What did he write?
 

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