my last christmas

[hao☆]

this is it, everything i've done has been leading up to this moment, I just wanna say to the girl that's fucking me over is that this is all your fault im here and the fault my family will never see me again, you just had to be so greedy and take more of whats not yours, i gave you everything, my time, my love, my attention, my resources, but you kept taking, you dont even fucking care anymore after that, you're so fucking selfish and greedy. Fuck you, bitch.

for anyone who asks, i'll either kill myself with a 9mm to the head or i'll use the exit bag method.

拜拜大家

 

[death_bed221]

Don't kill yourself over a girl . Pure cringe

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Don't kill yourself over a girl . Pure cringe

Really? Are you seriously invalidating their feelings and referring to her issues as "pure cringe"?

 

[death_bed221]

Really? Are you seriously invalidating their feelings and referring to her issues as "pure cringe"?

Yea. I am not trying to be mean but this is why people look at this forum bad. This person is obviously very young and lost. Killing themself over a breakup is stupid af. Kill yourself cuz u want to die. Not cuz of some other person. This person need someone to talk to, not suicide

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Yea. I am not trying to be mean but this is why people look at this forum bad. This person is obviously very young and lost. Killing themself over a breakup is stupid af. Kill yourself cuz u want to die. Not cuz of some other person. This person need someone to talk to, not suicide

Dude, fuck off. You are going out of your way to be rude to the OP and invalidating their reasons for wanting to ctb isn't going to help them. If anything, you are probably going to end up worsening their suicidal ideation.

 

[ma0]

Hope you're able to find the peace and happiness you're looking for, in whatever way that may be.

 

[death_bed221]

Dude, fuck off. You are going out of your way to be an asshole to the OP and invalidating their reasons for wanting to ctb isn't going to help them. If anything, you are probably going to end up worsening their suicidal ideation.

No u are . I am just letting them know they should have a good reason for ctb and killing themself over a breakup is stupid and they should think twice. Sometimes I feel people like u feed off others pain. Its like u want them to suffer and ctb. Weirdo.

 

[death_bed221]

Don't kill yourself over a girl . Pure cringe

I apologize for calling u cringe. I should have used my words better. I still think ctb over a girl is not the best idea but I hope u do what is best for you.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

No u are . I am just letting them know they should have a good reason for ctb and killing themself over a breakup is stupid and they should think twice. Sometimes I feel people like u feed off others pain. Its like u want them to suffer and ctb. Weirdo.

You say this while also having apologized for calling them cringe? You basically just admitted to the fact that you were being rude. Invalidating their feelings and calling them cringe doesn't do shit outside of making them feel worse. There isn't such thing as "a good reason to ctb". By pro-life standards, none of the reasons any of us give for wanting to ctb is are considered "good reasons". Your subjective views on whether or not someones reasons are valid means nothing. Even if you don't agree with their reasons for ctbing you could have said that in a more respectful manner or even just not have replied to this thread.

 

[death_bed221]

You say this while also having apologized for calling them cringe? You basically just admitted to the fact that you were being rude. Invalidating their feelings and calling them cringe doesn't do shit outside of making them feel worse. There isn't such thing as "a good reason to ctb". By pro-life standards, none of the reasons any of us give for wanting to ctb is are considered "good reasons". Your subjective views on whether or not someones reasons are valid means nothing. Even if you don't agree with their reasons for ctbing you could have said that in a more respectful manner or even just not have replied to this thread.

Yea I know. I am drunk alone on Christmas eve and I am not in the best place mentally. Hope u have a good Christmas. I still think offing yourself over a girl is not the best idea . Ban me I don't care

 

[divinemistress87]

Im sorry heart break hurts so bad . Please try to give yourself time to heal before making this decision

 

[opheliaoveragain]

echoing DM that heart break can cause so much fucking pain. esp when they manipulated or used you.

not everyone can see a way out of this affecting their entire life. if you can't relate, be grateful.

wishing you peace no matter what you decide OP. we are here for you

 

[hao☆]

this is it, everything i've done has been leading up to this moment, I just wanna say to the girl that's fucking me over is that this is all your fault im here and the fault my family will never see me again, you just had to be so greedy and take more of whats not yours, i gave you everything, my time, my love, my attention, my resources, but you kept taking, you dont even fucking care anymore after that, you're so fucking selfish and greedy. Fuck you, bitch.

for anyone who asks, i'll either kill myself with a 9mm to the head or i'll use the exit bag method.

拜拜大家

upd. I pussied out. I hate my SI sm

 

[kunikuzushi]

No u are . I am just letting them know they should have a good reason for ctb and killing themself over a breakup is stupid and they should think twice. Sometimes I feel people like u feed off others pain. Its like u want them to suffer and ctb. Weirdo.

Any reason is a good enough reason for someone to kill themself. Everyone experiences pain differently, and this event might be unbearable for some people.

 

[Zailian]

I know this may not mean anything but give yourself some more time maybe just maybe you can find something or someone else to keep you pushing

 

[eternallyluna]

Really? Are you seriously invalidating their feelings and referring to her issues as "pure cringe"?

Thank you for standing up for her. I'm sure we can all testify to the fact that breakups are fucking brutal and rip your heart from your chest.

Love is one of the few beautiful things in life but fuck… it's so rare and fleeting.

Getting to experience love and then having it ripped away is one of the worst fucking feelings in the world.

I would never admit this to anyone in irl, but my breakup was more painful for me than my father's death lol.

Anyway thanks for being kind to the OP:)