Story My goodbye to this world

[NeverEndingPain]

I'm in what I call "Despair mode". Since I failed at ctb, I'm feeling extremely upset and disappointed. I don't have a date anymore: once I get the SN and the other medications, I'm out

Due to something unexpected that happened. I'll do have to postpone the date in the near future. I might aswell wait for the SN to arrive and use that instead

Do you feel that partial hanging is too hard to do? That it may not be successful?

 

[MentalPollution]

After not being able to get SN (multiple reasons), and after having failed drowning, I've decided to go for partial again, perhaps doing it right this time

 

[Astume]

After not being able to get SN (multiple reasons), and after having failed drowning, I've decided to go for partial again, perhaps doing it right this time

I'm going for partial hanging, too, but I'm too much of a coward to let myself hang for more than a few seconds. So, if you don't mind me asking, how do you convince yourself to just go through with it?

 

[MentalPollution]

I'm going for partial hanging, too, but I'm too much of a coward to let myself hang for more than a few seconds. So, if you don't mind me asking, how do you convince yourself to just go through with it?

I think in your case the SI is the one who's giving issues. In my case the SI doesn't intervene at all. First of, I'd suggest making sure you're 101% sure of going through with it. Second, you could try something like benzos, to calm yourself down and reduce anxiety. Maybe try finding a position that doesn't hurt the rest of your body too much; some positions I do are kneeling down on both knees, sitting with legs crossed, or even crouching. Basically a position that doesn't hurt your body but, at the same time, allows for partial to take place. Hope it helped

 

[Astume]

I think in your case the SI is the one who's giving issues. In my case the SI doesn't intervene at all. First of, I'd suggest making sure you're 101% sure of going through with it. Second, you could try something like benzos, to calm yourself down and reduce anxiety. Maybe try finding a position that doesn't hurt the rest of your body too much; some positions I do are kneeling down on both knees, sitting with legs crossed, or even crouching. Basically a position that doesn't hurt your body but, at the same time, allows for partial to take place. Hope it helped

If you're still going for partial hanging, what would your position be? I initially opted for kneeling and leaning forward but thought I might fall over the side once my body starts convulsing.

 

[MentalPollution]

If you're still going for partial hanging, what would your position be? I initially opted for kneeling and leaning forward but thought I might fall over the side once my body starts convulsing.

Either sitting or laying down