My Final Performance *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

[CaringShrimp]

Heii heii! I'm Shrimpy.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───


This scheduled post will hopefully be the very last thing anyone will hear from me. I've decided to seek my peace through SN, due to it being reliable, easily available and cost effective. I'll be using the one from our dear IC. My regime is as follows:
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Day 1	Medication & Dose
07:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
15:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
23:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
Day 2
07:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
15:00	1x Domperidone (10mg) + Begin Fast
21:00	Begin Dry Fast
22:00	1,5x Ibuprofen (600mg) + 3x Alprazolam (1,5mg)
22:15	3x Domperidone (30mg)
22:30	2x Pantoprazole (40mg)
23:00	20g SN in 50ml Water

My story

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───


In 2002, a girl, who longingly dreamt of the ocean and getting lost in it's deepest depths, was born. Her passions lit an untameable fire inside her soul. Driven by her love, she marched forward in life, attempting to heal and help whoever she encountered on her journey. In the heat of the moment, she lost sight of the most important thing in life, costing her everything that she held dear...

Herself.

Was is because of the torment, the neglect and abuse? It does not matter. The creativity in her soul never died down, no matter how many times she had to face hell. However, her body was anything but indestructible. She could not afford to pay the price, and so she descended into madness.

Although she never will touch the sea again, she will dream of the waves crashing into the shore, as she slowly falls into an abyssal slumber...



Afterword

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

From the bottom of my heart, I hope that each and every one of you, will find the happiness and peace that you deserve. If I get to say my final goodbyes, I wish to devote them to you.

Stay kind and much love,

Shrimpy ♡​

 

[Lament]

Wishing you the best, I hope you achieve peace of mind and soul. <3

 

[Scacie]

Hey that letter is absolutely beautiful . I hope you find the peace you desire soon.wishing you a happy journey

 

[9thFloorAngel]

I'm sorry you've reached this point, sweetheart. You seem like a kind soul. I hope you find your peace.

 

[local_believer]

I am sorry that you have been pushed to this point in your life, and I truly wish you the best from here on out. Although I wish there was an alternative, if this is your definitive choice, I pray that your bus ride is smooth and you will achieve the destination that you seek. God bless you, and good luck.

 

[bestroper]

hope you go to a better place than here.farewell

 

[Zegers]

I am sure you will find better seas

Best wishes wherever you go

 

[Sparr0w]

i hope you find/found peace in the ocean of death

 

[Touhou]

Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth & you're able to find what you've been searching for postmortem.

 

[ExistHarm]

beautiful....goodbye...

 

[Yozo_oba]

Honestly, such a beautiful letter. I wish you the best of luck to find the peace you desire!

 

[magicalsarcoma]

Thank you for trying to help and heal everyone you met on your life path. I believe it wasn't in vain
A thought has just occurred to me.. You wrote that creativity has always fascinated you. You know, material phenomena are short-lived and destructible, but creativity, ideas - these things can be eternal. Eternal and boundless, like the ocean. So if you have shown yourself in creativity, in some sense you are similar to the ocean
Wish you an easy journey

 

[reiko1337]

A beautiful letter, I wish you a smooth and peaceful journey. Farewell, see you on the other side.

 

[Walpurgisnacht]

I'm literally tearing up reading this, what an eloquent letter you wrote.

Even though I didn't know you, I can tell that you were likely special.
I know I can't speak to you from beyond the grave, but thank you so much for sharing your story with us, I glad you are at peace now.
Rest well dear.

 

[zenishere]

I know you have a great journey ahead, at least better than this one. I hope I'll be joining you soon..

 

[EmptyCatalyst]

So eloquently put, what you wrote. I'm surely positive you were a kind, and amazing person, and it's a shame that things would come to this. I would hope you don't experience much discomfort, and are able to go as peacefully as possible. Best of luck, and farewell.

 

[letsmakeitagoodworl]

I'm so sorry this breaks my heart, I'm trying not to cry reading it. But i hope & am sure you will find the peace you havnt been able to find in this world xxx

 

[DonTellMeToStayAlive]

Heii heii! I'm Shrimpy.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───


This scheduled post will hopefully be the very last thing anyone will hear from me. I've decided to seek my peace through SN, due to it being reliable, easily available and cost effective. I'll be using the one from our dear IC. My regime is as follows:
​

Day 1	Medication & Dose
07:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
15:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
23:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
Day 2
07:00	1x Domperidone (10mg)
15:00	1x Domperidone (10mg) + Begin Fast
21:00	Begin Dry Fast
22:00	1,5x Ibuprofen (600mg) + 3x Alprazolam (1,5mg)
22:15	3x Domperidone (30mg)
22:30	2x Pantoprazole (40mg)
23:00	20g SN in 50ml Water

My story

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───


In 2002, a girl, who longingly dreamt of the ocean and getting lost in it's deepest depths, was born. Her passions lit an untameable fire inside her soul. Driven by her love, she marched forward in life, attempting to heal and help whoever she encountered on her journey. In the heat of the moment, she lost sight of the most important thing in life, costing her everything that she held dear...

Herself.

Was is because of the torment, the neglect and abuse? It does not matter. The creativity in her soul never died down, no matter how many times she had to face hell. However, her body was anything but indestructible. She could not afford to pay the price, and so she descended into madness.

Although she never will touch the sea again, she will dream of the waves crashing into the shore, as she slowly falls into an abyssal slumber...

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Afterword

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

From the bottom of my heart, I hope that each and every one of you, will find the happiness and peace that you deserve. If I get to say my final goodbyes, I wish to devote them to you.

Stay kind and much love,
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Shrimpy ♡​

Best wishes for whatever lies next :)

 

[just_erika]

This has touched me deeply.
Rest in peace
I hope wherever you are going you will be able to touch the sea again

 

[Mimi_]

Such a beautiful letter, so poignant. May you find peace, you seem to be a wonderful soul.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wish you peace and love on your journey.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[Shivali]

 

[AVeryLazySloth]

Damn that was beautifuly put. RIP Shrimpy!

 

[DreamSurfer]

It always saddens me to see people forced to see no other way, but I understand. This world is brutal and seems to be even worse to those that wish there was a way too keep going.

Your caring soul shall be embraced by the waves of peace. I am imagining that these waves are infinitely more beautiful than even the most beautiful waves that reside in this form of existence. May peace carry you and forever take your burdens away.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you are now free from all suffering.

 

[darkdarkdark]

Be at peace.

 

[LateForTheBus]

Wishing you a most peaceful journey.

 

[Cryptonite]

I remember you very well, you are the girl who suffers from terrible back pain and who loves travelling. I came across this post by accident, when looking up your replies on SS. I only want to tell you that I wish you the absolute best and remind you, you are not alone, I will be following you soon. My reason for CTB is also back pain. You 100% deserve not to suffer anymore. You totally deserve the peace. <3