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My Fear

EscThisPlace321

EscThisPlace321

I survived the eclipse....
Apr 4, 2026
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I'm all locked in. Like I'm just waiting to buy my ticket to Peru and ctb with N. The only thing I'm afraid of is if there's an Afterlife. If I had a wish it would be that there isn't one and I dissappear forever. I don't want a soul. And I never want to repeat this experience ever again. Can anyone else relate. I just want this to be over with FOREVER. Fuck Ike Turner for all eternity.
 
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EscThisPlace321 said:
I'm all locked in. Like I'm just waiting to buy my ticket to Peru and ctb with N. The only thing I'm afraid of is if there's an Afterlife. If I had a wish it would be that there isn't one and I dissappear forever. I don't want a soul. And I never want to repeat this experience ever again. Can anyone else relate. I just want this to be over with FOREVER.
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For some reason I am convinced that there isn't an afterlife
 
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