cyanlove

cyanlove

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Dec 23, 2021
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My dog died. She was 17 years old so she lived a long, long life. I can't help but also feel relieved. The past few months have been tough on her and me.

I also videotaped her euthanasia but it feels a bit morose. A lot of people judged me a little for doing it, but it was going to be the last time I see my dog. I don't know why but watching gore videos is much easier than watching the euthanasia.

Anyway, I miss her a lot.
 

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Deo volente

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My dog died. She was 17 years old so she lived a long, long life. I can't help but also feel relieved. The past few months have been tough on her and me.

I also videotaped her euthanasia but it feels a bit morose. A lot of people judged me a little for doing it, but it was going to be the last time I see my dog. I don't know why but watching gore videos is much easier than watching the euthanasia.

Anyway, I miss her a lot.
What a sweetie :( She was a beautiful animal.

I've lost two dogs. It sucks they aren't around anymore but, they have their relief now. I still love them like when they were alive.

People might judge you for filming her passing but I think that's a profound document to have.

Hope you take care of yourself.
 
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soontobedone

soontobedone

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Feb 27, 2023
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Aww. Sorry.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Vry sry lose miss dog this v sad see die, hug
 
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Ultracheese

Ultracheese

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Dec 1, 2022
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I'm so sorry about your dog. She looks very cute and it's good she was able to live such a long life. Sending hugs and support.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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I'm so sorry you've lost your little one. I truly believe that love won't go away...she will always be with you, just without a painful body...
 
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Circles

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Sep 3, 2018
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Words can't express the sheer loss of a loved one. I know you may feel numb and in grief, but speaking from experience when my last dog died I couldn't do anything but wallow in my grief. If you can try anything like simply writing what you're thinking and feeling in a journal or diary. I know it won't help much, but it helped me. Everyone grieves differently and don't let anyone else put you down or judge you over recording your dog passing. May she rest in peace. ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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At least your dog cannot suffer anymore and was able to die peacefully. But it must be hard to deal with what you are going through, I wish you the best.
 
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annxietty

annxietty

“Is there no way out of the mind?”
Mar 27, 2023
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What a cute dog, I have two elderly dogs and I cry everytime I think about them dying, must be so hard what you are going through... Thank you for sharing a photo of her, at least she ended her suffering and is now in peace.
 
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