A shaman performed a religious ritual on me two months ago, I got forty percent better after that. Yesterday he performed another ritual and he claims I will get completely better. I believe him. The important thing is about getting married. I am gay, my family is pressuring me to get married. I came out to the shaman and told him about not wanting to get married. He said he will give me a medicine that will help me and he suggested that I should get married. At one side I feel that I just cannot connect with a woman romantically. I will have to keep acting forever . But , on the other side I feel that if I don't get married I will be alone when I get old. My family won't accept if I enter into a relationship with a man. I wish I was straight and could have a normal family of my own.
Also I have been very lonely for fourteen years. I now want to make friends and hangout with them. Don't know what to do.
Also I have been very lonely for fourteen years. I now want to make friends and hangout with them. Don't know what to do.
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