My bus may be on its way

[willitpass]

Fuck suicide stigma. I want to die huffing my dad with my cat curled in my arms but instead I'm alone in a very cheap hotel.
Some auditory hallucinations bjt
struggling to say awake so

 

[-Link-]

Here with you as close as can be, @willitpass

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

we are here with you! @willitpass

 

[willitpass]

Some visual hallucinations now. Not too distressing. Just seeing n ll breathing is slowing doem

 

[CantDoIt]

Many of us will be close behind! Take it easy, you're going to be perfectly fine.

 

[absolutelyyou]

We're all here with you <3 You are not alone.

 

[willitpass]

Need to pee but don't think I should stand up. And I am not loosing my dignity to pee in a diaper when I'm do it.
The hallucinations are quite the experience.

 

[nir]

The hallucinations are quite the experience.

I hope they aren't scary <3

 

[CatLvr]

I'm here with you dear.

 

[Yarani]

Thinking of you. Hugs.

 

[nir]

Need to pee but don't think I should stand up. And I am not loosing my dignity to pee in a diaper when I'm do it.
The hallucinations are quite the experience.

Are you still with us?

 

[willitpass]

Fell asleep and woke back up. Heart rate.

 

[nir]

Fell asleep and woke back up. Heart rate.

Remember that if at any point you want to stop this, you can call emergency services. I only did a quick look up of the drugs that you took, but it does look like there are ways to reverse it.

I know it's unlikely, but I figured I would put it out there just in case.

I really hope the hallucinations aren't the scary kind. Just think about your cat and try to keep calm <3

 

[willitpass]

I really hope the hallucinations aren't the scary kind. Just think about your cat and try to keep calm <3

Funnly that's the most pneumonia

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

It's been a while since your last update and am assuming you are now sound asleep. May your transition be peaceful as is so deserved for you. I will miss you very much <3

 

[justpathetic]

Funnly that's the most pneumonia

I hope you have finally found peace. I am jealous of your courage .

 

[rollingthunder]

I hope you are not suffering anymore. It is so unfortunate that it had to come to this, but I hope you are finally at peace.

 

[nir]

It's been a while since your last update and am assuming you are now sound asleep. May your transition be peaceful as is so deserved for you. I will miss you very much <3

She was just online a moment ago it says - I'm wondering if she keeps going in and out of consciousness :(

 

[mango-meridian]

I haven't been here long but what I've seen and read from you has touched me and I'm gonna miss you. Wishing you peace regardless of what happens.

 

[willitpass]

Today I learned that you

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[-Link-]

Still here with you, @willitpass, and I'm not going anywhere.

 

[nir]

Still here with you, @willitpass, and I'm not going anywhere.

Same. Not going anywhere.

 

[absolutelyyou]

Still here as well. I'm holding you close in my heart.

 

[CatLvr]

I am still with you, too, @willitpass .

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

Still here. Love & hugs in abundance.

 

[pennydrop]

I'm sorry it came to this. I hope it is peaceful for you now.

 

[nir]

I don't know how an overdose of these drugs plays out. I'm used to reading SN Goodbye Threads and being able to know a general idea of a timeline. I feel completely uncertain of how this works, though. Looking it up, it looks like the second cardiac medication she took is extremely potent...I just don't know if this is going to be a slow process where she can keep logging in, or if she's finally asleep now.

It's so morbid. I also wish she could have gone with her dad giving her a hug and her cat cuddled up in her lap. It's so sad that it had to come to this. I'm gutted. I just hope it's peaceful.

She always recommended to other users to not do a drug OD as they are unpredictable and come with a large amount of risks. She always cared way more about others on here than herself :( I hope she hasn't set herself up for hours of agony. I really hope this is as peaceful as possible for her.

 

[ladylazarus4]

I was too late, it looks like. I only hope she's found peace. I have no words. We will miss you so very very much.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

Goodbye sweet soul. You've hung on for so long, I hope you find peace.

 

[Wolf Girl]

I'm so sorry I missed you, willitpass. God, I hope it was easy for you. You deserved so much better. RIP.