my bus is coming

[yetme]

6/10 pain and nausea seems unpleasant but tolerable. The more worrying aspect to me is what happens after you pass out. Brain is still alive and are you dreaming? What would your dreams be like if you are actually physically dying?

consciousness shuts down and you don't feel anything. that's why you pass out in the first place

 

[Meditation guide]

The more worrying aspect to me is what happens after you pass out. Brain is still alive and are you dreaming? What would your dreams be like if you are actually physically dying?

Someone woke up after being unconscious for two hours. I hate how unpredictable it is. Most do well on it but then there are the reports here and there of problems.

willitpass seemed to be losing consciousness after about 50 minutes. For all we know she could have been taken to a hospital and is alive and doing ok.

 

[Silver]

willitpass seemed to be losing consciousness after about 50 minutes.

36 minutes.

 

[aminend]

I think 24 hrs fasting is too much. In this case stomach acid is too high and if that person doesn't use anti acid, SN doesn't be absorbed enough. I think high stomach acid prevented enough SN absorption and stomach Pain

 

[I want to end it]

I think 24 hrs fasting is too much. In this case stomach acid is too high and if that person doesn't use anti acid, SN doesn't be absorbed enough. I think high stomach acid prevented enough SN absorption and stomach Pain

but she used an antacid

 

[Meditation guide]

but she used an antacid

tums doesnt count.

 

[I want to end it]

tums doesnt count.

why not?

 

[I want to end it]

It's weak, it's just calcium. I would try to eliminate as much stomach acid as I could after reading up on sodium nitrite and how it acts when you put some into acid. Putting SN into acid such as what is in your stomach turns
corrosive. I'm no expert and this is just my opinion based on what I was reading about SN.

I was trying to find out a reason some people get such bad stomach pain.

The stomach contains hydrochloric acid.

I remember reading somewhere on here (in one of the guides I think) that you need an antacid which contains magnesium hydroxide.

But calcium carbonate also neutralizes stomach acid. So I don't see why tums would be a bad antacid to use.

 

[rt1989526]

It's weak, it's just calcium. I would try to eliminate as much stomach acid as I could after reading up on sodium nitrite and how it acts when you put some into acid. Putting SN into acid such as what is in your stomach turns
corrosive. I'm no expert and this is just my opinion based on what I was reading about SN.

Where did you hear about this corrosive stuff? According to Stan's Guide SN when mixed with your stomach acid turns to salt.
Not saying that's definitely correct but I'm wondering where you heard about this corrosive detail?

 

[Meditation guide]

Where did you hear about this corrosive stuff?

When sodium nitrate is combined with hydrochloric acid, an exchange reaction occurs, producing sodium chloride and nitric acid.

Nitric acid is highly corrosive to all parts of the body.

https://www.healthing.ca/other/nitric-acid-poisoning


Symptoms from swallowing nitric acid may include:

• Abdominal pain – severe
• Burns to skin or mouth
• Drooling
• Fever
• Mouth pain – severe
• Rapid drop in blood pressure (shock)
• Throat swelling, which leads to breathing difficulty
• Throat pain – severe
• Vomiting, bloody

By swallowing sodium nitrite it meets the hydrochloric acid in your stomach and forms nitric acid.

 

[rt1989526]

When sodium nitrate is combined with hydrochloric acid, an exchange reaction occurs, producing sodium chloride and nitric acid.

Nitric acid is highly corrosive to all parts of the body.

https://www.healthing.ca/other/nitric-acid-poisoning


Symptoms from swallowing nitric acid may include:

• Abdominal pain – severe
• Burns to skin or mouth
• Drooling
• Fever
• Mouth pain – severe
• Rapid drop in blood pressure (shock)
• Throat swelling, which leads to breathing difficulty
• Throat pain – severe
• Vomiting, bloody

By swallowing sodium nitrite it meets the hydrochloric acid in your stomach and forms nitric acid.

Thanks. looking forward to it ....

Not sure why our buddy Stan says it'll just turn into regular salt. I don't know wtf to believe anymore but I'm going to fuckin drink the stuff and find out

 

[Meditation guide]

Not sure why our buddy Stan says it'll just turn into regular salt.

It turns into both salt and nitric acid. Sodium chloride is salt. Did Stan leave off the part about the nitric acid?

anyway I wanted to see why some have stomach pain with it. I think that's the answer. No idea why some don't have it. I need to find an answer to why it only affects some people with stomach pain.

I guess I should delete all this since someone said we can't talk about all this on a goodbye thread.

I don't know wtf to believe anymore but I'm going to fuckin drink the stuff and find out

Can I document it when you do? Or hear an account of what happens? I'm wondering if I want to do this or not.

 

[rt1989526]

Can I document it when you do? Or hear an account of what happens? I'm wondering if I want to do this or not.

I won't be making a thread or anything. I will simply come back and explain what happened if I am not successful. I think we've seen enough threads to get the jist of how that goes and mine wouldn't be any different. Eg) You ingest it, it's very salty, symptoms begin and then you don't know what happened to OP.

I observed Letzte's ctb, and it looked pretty quick and peaceful in my opinion. He passed out in 7 minutes and started snoring. I am hoping that's what happens to me.

 

[Kruger]

This is why it's critical to test your product for purity.

 

[4DluvOFpeace]

I won't be making a thread or anything. I will simply come back and explain what happened if I am not successful. I think we've seen enough threads to get the jist of how that goes and mine wouldn't be any different. Eg) You ingest it, it's very salty, symptoms begin and then you don't know what happened to OP.

I observed Letzte's ctb, and it looked pretty quick and peaceful in my opinion. He passed out in 7 minutes and started snoring. I am hoping that's what happens to me.

Where or How did u observe it

 

[IWTD]

I had gotten what I thought was help. Took a break from the site. Sucks coming back to this, I was looking forward to checking on her. Hopefully she's at peace

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Firstly my condolences, secondly it makes me skeptical at times seeing how the times people use SN its a bit... painful? I'd say going by the guide there should be little discomfort but that is not what I tend to find whenever looking into personal experiences or accounts, may just stick to N.

 

[justsayin]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-bad-at-dying.76499/

 

[blueclover_.]

Do you think there is a difference between male and female reaction to sn? I have noticed that in the sn reports where the person is female, their body reacts differently than males. It is more prolonged and more painful. Perhaps I am imagining this though. Can anyone confirm?

Also once you've taken it, I feel like calling for help is useless. By the time any help arrives, you would have passed out. By calling for help, you still go through the whole process AND you live.

Your reproduction system doesn't have anything to do with your stomach, so no. Everyone is different.

 

[willitpass]

Your reproduction system doesn't have anything to do with your stomach, so no. Everyone is different.

female and male anatomy differs in more than reproductive system. hormones and chemicals vary in males and females which may effect the rate of absorption or how things are broken down. i cannot say whether or not this effects SN but it is a factor in a lot of medical decisions

 

[greyhound]

female and male anatomy differs in more than reproductive system. hormones and chemicals vary in males and females which may effect the rate of absorption or how things are broken down. i cannot say whether or not this effects SN but it is a factor in a lot of medical decisions

Wow I really feel like this thread is haunted. Welcome back to the land of the living willitpass. I thought you had crossed for sure. I hope you didn't suffer too much if your attempt was unsuccessful. I wonder how many other people seemingly CTB on here but don't actually die.

 

[Lost Magic]

Wow I really feel like this thread is haunted. Welcome back to the land of the living willitpass. I thought you had crossed for sure. I hope you didn't suffer too much if your attempt was unsuccessful. I wonder how many other people seemingly CTB on here but don't actually die.

I'm so confused as well @willitpass The person who wrote this post is alive so was it another person who took the salt? Scratching my head here. And whoever takes SN please follow the guide. You really do need something like Tagamet as an anti-acid and something for the sickness like Metoclopramide. It will just make the process so much more tolerable. Also, don't forget to make sure your Sodium Nitrite is legit. Do a blood purity test at the very least.

 

[blueclover_.]

female and male anatomy differs in more than reproductive system. hormones and chemicals vary in males and females which may effect the rate of absorption or how things are broken down. i cannot say whether or not this effects SN but it is a factor in a lot of medical decisions

There's no evidence that the digestive systems are affected by hormones. Some people are not affected by their hormones either. As a woman i have never experienced period pain and PMS, but a lot of women do. Hormones affect people differently in everybody.

 

[lifeisbutadream]

female and male anatomy differs in more than reproductive system. hormones and chemicals vary in males and females which may effect the rate of absorption or how things are broken down. i cannot say whether or not this effects SN but it is a factor in a lot of medical decisions

R u the OP?

 

[lifeisbutadream]

Was this thread a hoax? See post #1 etc. and then post #110.

 

[Circles]

Was this thread a hoax? See post #1 etc. and then post #110.

And plus they're not answering any of the questions. Especially on her newer thread which I asked my questions which didn't get any reply. I know they don't have to answer but jesus this is important for people using this method. And by reading what her last post in this thread it seems odd that she believes that she failed her attempt because of the hormone difference between men and women. Now I don't know if that's true or not but there's plenty of women on here who's killed themselves with SN so. And no offense to the OP but if anything messed your attempt up it was either bad SN, lack of anti emetics, bad anti acids (tums) and so on. Or something else entirely but I highly doubt hormones.

 

[Someone123]

It suck when the bus barfs, imho- that's what worries me most about SN.

 

[lifeisbutadream]

And plus they're not answering any of the questions. Especially on her newer thread which I asked my questions which didn't get any reply. I know they don't have to answer but jesus this is important for people using this method. And by reading what her last post in this thread it seems odd that she believes that she failed her attempt because of the hormone difference between men and women. Now I don't know if that's true or not but there's plenty of women on here who's killed themselves with SN so. And no offense to the OP but if anything messed your attempt up it was either bad SN, lack of anti emetics, bad anti acids (tums) and so on. Or something else entirely but I highly doubt hormones.

"And by reading what her last post in this thread it seems odd that she believes that she failed her attempt because of the hormone difference between men and women."

She didn't even mention her alleged attempt. This whole thread may be fraudulent.

Another suspicious thing is who were those witnesses at the beginning of the thread, like posts 11 and 14?

 

[Someone123]

"And by reading what her last post in this thread it seems odd that she believes that she failed her attempt because of the hormone difference between men and women."

She didn't even mention her alleged attempt. This whole thread may be fraudulent.

Another suspicious thing is who were those witnesses at the beginning of the thread, like posts 11 and 14?

I do remember reading her posts and I do think the attempt was real. I think she said that all she took was ibuprofen and tums plus the SN, and then later it turned out she threw up. I think she may have also taken way too much SN, if I remember correctly. SN can work, but the more closely people follow Stan's guide, especially in relation to limiting vomiting, the better the chances seem to be. Still it does seem to be a method with a lot of failures, possibly more failures than successes, not sure.

 

[willitpass]

"And by reading what her last post in this thread it seems odd that she believes that she failed her attempt because of the hormone difference between men and women."

She didn't even mention her alleged attempt. This whole thread may be fraudulent.

Another suspicious thing is who were those witnesses at the beginning of the thread, like posts 11 and 14?

not gonna lie i'm kind of offended that you guys are saying this is a fraud. i didn't answer posts for a year because i ended up in a residential mental health facility for 9 months. after that i was in recovery and stayed off of this site for my mental health to stay on the right track. i ended up relapsing a few weeks ago so i returned and then left again to try and get back on the right track. now i'm back again. and it was my mistake to blame hormones, it was a misunderstanding because i understood the effect of hormones wrongly. but i hate that people will try to call my attempt fake. it was extremely traumatic for me but what i have been willing to share was to help others. please don't call me a fraud because i don't answer every single question and because i got my facts wrong