I was mostly offline for the last few days because I didn't have the strength to write. Fortunately, I checked the forum again today to be able to see your farewell.
How I would have liked to have known you before, you make an incredibly strong impression on me. Not because you might be taking the bus tomorrow.
It is your rational way of writing about the topic, how long you have been preparing it.
It hurts incredibly when someone says goodbye to us at such a young age.
But I am just so happy that you can finally find your peace with your decision.
I understand your pain very well because age does not matter. You endured your agony at an early stage in your life when you could not protect yourself from it. You would probably have this possibility in the future, but it is too late for you, you are already burned.
I wish you a pleasant journey, may you arrive at your destination peacefully
And if you miss the bus, we'd all be happy to hear more from you.
Goodbye my friend, we will meet again soon