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ghost5555

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Oct 4, 2024
15
Bought some SN and now I'm just waiting for it to arrive. Unfortunately I don't have access to a lot of the recommended items. I'll have the recommended amount of SN with a backup cup prepared. I also have some Tylenol, some Zofran and one 0.5mg clonazepam. I'm making do with what I have. I'm really looking forward to being able to get out of here and I hope I actually end up receiving the package. To those who ordered from SD in the USA: how long did it take for you to receive your package?
 
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daverd

Member
Jul 30, 2025
10
If you don't mind me asking, where did you order yours from. You can message me privately if you can't respond on here. I keep getting scammed by vendors and it's quite frustrating so any input would help
 
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anka

Member
Mar 31, 2024
68
Bought some SN from SD too but doubtful it will arrive.
 
Minus

Minus

Quite Tired
Jun 22, 2023
12
Been on the fence recently about buying some myself as a comfort measure but a mix of "I think I'd get a wellness check" and "I don't know where to buy any" kinda prevents that. Hope yours arrives smoothly though
 
diopdawe

diopdawe

Member
Mar 29, 2025
92
I am wondering: is it against the rules to share info about sn sources in a private message?
 
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inviável

inviável

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May 27, 2023
32
I bought mine a while ago. it's storaged so I can use when the time feels right. I would recomend you to try getting acess to the medications that will help you to have a more peaceful time when going thru the process, hope you can suceed and have a peaceful rest, wishing you the best:hug:
 
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joeypaedilla

Member
Aug 2, 2025
16
Found a lab vendor here, trying to make an account
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
will someone pm me
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
786
I am happy for you and wish you good luck. SN and my method too
 
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memento-mori

memento-mori

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Jul 1, 2025
379
Bought some SN and now I'm just waiting for it to arrive. Unfortunately I don't have access to a lot of the recommended items. I'll have the recommended amount of SN with a backup cup prepared. I also have some Tylenol, some Zofran and one 0.5mg clonazepam. I'm making do with what I have. I'm really looking forward to being able to get out of here and I hope I actually end up receiving the package. To those who ordered from SD in the USA: how long did it take for you to receive your package?
how was it packaged? was it discreet?
 
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Lily&Lotus

Member
Aug 6, 2025
25
How long did it take to ship for you? My order still says awaiting shipment.
 
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Nightfoot

Mage
Aug 7, 2025
549
I am also trying to find a source. PM please?
 
Mytimeisending

Mytimeisending

theendisinevitable
Aug 10, 2025
74
How long did it take to ship for you? My order still says awaiting shipment.
Did yours ship yet? Did it arrive? I'm scared of ordering incase it triggers a welfare check
 
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Lily&Lotus

Member
Aug 6, 2025
25
My order was shipped although the tracking number i got doesn't have anything I'm hoping that means it'll arrive still.
 
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VioletWitch

Member
Jul 17, 2024
30
Bought some SN and now I'm just waiting for it to arrive. Unfortunately I don't have access to a lot of the recommended items. I'll have the recommended amount of SN with a backup cup prepared. I also have some Tylenol, some Zofran and one 0.5mg clonazepam. I'm making do with what I have. I'm really looking forward to being able to get out of here and I hope I actually end up receiving the package. To those who ordered from SD in the USA: how long did it take for you to receive your package?
Like 2 weeks, ordered on a business account off the website famous for 2 day shipping.
I am also trying to find a source. PM please?
Can't pm you.
 
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diopdawe

diopdawe

Member
Mar 29, 2025
92
I ordered SN and it came through fine. Tested it too and its pure SN. Also have tons of benzos. Still need to buy antiemetic.
 
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VioletWitch

Member
Jul 17, 2024
30
Did yours ship yet? Did it arrive? I'm scared of ordering incase it triggers a welfare check
Mine was bought from the website that sells everything, marketed for curing meat. Had to be careful to find one that didn't have regular salt mixed in. I bought it in 2024 and never got a welfare check or anything.
how was it packaged? was it discreet?
Mine was in the same packaging as anything else bought from that website, so utterly unremarkable. It was listed for curing meat, so there's no reason for it to be noticed.
 
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Mytimeisending

theendisinevitable
Aug 10, 2025
74
Tha
Mine was bought from the website that sells everything, marketed for curing meat. Had to be careful to find one that didn't have regular salt mixed in. I bought it in 2024 and never got a welfare check or anything.

Mine was in the same packaging as anything else bought from that website, so utterly unremarkable. It was listed for curing meat, so there's no reason for it to be noticed.
Thats great, thankyou for replying to me, I'm going to put an order in once I've been paid. I emailed the company and they said they're still shipping to the UK so I'm assuming if I buy smaller amounts it will go unnoticed through customs. I've just heard a few people ended up getting a welfare check after ordering from certain places so it worried me a littlem
 
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VioletWitch

Member
Jul 17, 2024
30
Tha

Thats great, thankyou for replying to me, I'm going to put an order in once I've been paid. I emailed the company and they said they're still shipping to the UK so I'm assuming if I buy smaller amounts it will go unnoticed through customs. I've just heard a few people ended up getting a welfare check after ordering from certain places so it worried me a littlem
I'm in the US, so I can't speak to what might trigger a welfare check in the UK. My plan, if anyone asked, was to say I was concerned about the supply chain and wanted to be able to cure my own meat for storage if need be. I'm mildly a prepper (lots of dry goods on hand, bought a personal water filter straw a while ago, etc), and had info to hand on curing meat with sn. But it was never relevant.
 
Mytimeisending

Mytimeisending

theendisinevitable
Aug 10, 2025
74
I'm in the US, so I can't speak to what might trigger a welfare check in the UK. My plan, if anyone asked, was to say I was concerned about the supply chain and wanted to be able to cure my own meat for storage if need be. I'm mildly a prepper (lots of dry goods on hand, bought a personal water filter straw a while ago, etc), and had info to hand on curing meat with sn. But it was never relevant.
Im probably overthinking! I think the best way to know is take the plunge and order it, if it does trigger a welfare check imma say I'm buying it to make my own ham 😂 that's all I can think of for now
 
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yellowdangerine

bound
Nov 17, 2024
8
Mine was bought from the website that sells everything, marketed for curing meat. Had to be careful to find one that didn't have regular salt mixed in. I bought it in 2024 and never got a welfare check or anything.

Mine was in the same packaging as anything else bought from that website, so utterly unremarkable. It was listed for curing meat, so there's no reason for it to be noticed.
I think their website got taken down? I've been trying to find them again. I ordered from them back in December but I ended up disposing it. Does anyone know what they renamed to?
 
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VioletWitch

Member
Jul 17, 2024
30
I think their website got taken down? I've been trying to find them again. I ordered from them back in December but I ended up disposing it. Does anyone know what they renamed to?
The website I'm talking about didn't get taken down, everyone buys everything from it all the time. I can't speak to any other sites.
 
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oakforest02

oakforest02

Member
Aug 20, 2025
27
The website I'm talking about didn't get taken down, everyone buys everything from it all the time. I can't speak to any other sites.
Give us a hint , think it's initials SD and 9 letters but I'm not sure
 
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VioletWitch

Member
Jul 17, 2024
30
Give us a hint , think it's initials SD and 9 letters but I'm not sure
Nope. The website everyone with the internet uses for everything, that has 2 day, next day, or same day shipping with a smile.
 
oakforest02

oakforest02

Member
Aug 20, 2025
27
Ah, the kindle company. Although there are definitely a lot of options within that LOL
Nope. The website everyone with the internet uses for everything, that has 2 day, next day, or same day shipping with a smile.
 

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