Discussion SN failure and discomfort

[sandstone8251]

I failed at SN, but only because I'm not very good at this. On an empty stomach, I took a little too much paracetamol, antiemetics, and waited 15 minutes. I had OTC anti-emetics, being well aware that this would probably not be enough, but time is pressing and I didn't have time to get anything better. I had already mixed up two glasses of (quite pure!) SN; one extra for in case I couldn't keep the first one in. Unfortunately I failed to wash my hands (I guess I was panicking) and some SN residue entered my body when I took the medication.

I thought it was fine, since it was such a miniscule amount. Before the 15 minutes could pass, I stopped being able to stand upright. My heartrate went haywire and I could barely keep my head straight. I started feeling very nauseous, and if I hadn't taken the antiemetics, I would've probably thrown up. I wasn't able to do anything except think about what a colossal moron I am. I had ruined the attempt. My fingertips started to feel cold, and I thought I should probably call the emergency number. I didn't do anything though. This laughable amount of SN causes such discomfort and isn't nearly enough to even send me to the hospital.

After a while I came to my senses and figured that the meds I took were not enough to ease the discomfort at all. I remained nauseous for the next 2 hours. DO NOT USE OTC ANTIEMETICS and DO NOT INGEST ANY SN BEFORE THE FIRST GLASS. I held the glass in my hand for 30 minutes before the panic became too much and I gave up. I will try again. I'm so pathetic that I couldn't deal with even the slightest bit of physical discomfort.

I actually don't know if this response was caused by the SN. It could've been nerves. Some nerves, my goodness. I have PTSD and I have frequent panic attacks and flashbacks. This didn't feel like one at all. If it wasn't a response to the stuff, then I don't know what it was.

 

[TBONTB]

I failed at SN, but only because I'm not very good at this. On an empty stomach, I took a little too much paracetamol, antiemetics, and waited 15 minutes. I had OTC anti-emetics, being well aware that this would probably not be enough, but time is pressing and I didn't have time to get anything better. I had already mixed up two glasses of (quite pure!) SN; one extra for in case I couldn't keep the first one in. Unfortunately I failed to wash my hands (I guess I was panicking) and some SN residue entered my body when I took the medication.

I thought it was fine, since it was such a miniscule amount. Before the 15 minutes could pass, I stopped being able to stand upright. My heartrate went haywire and I could barely keep my head straight. I started feeling very nauseous, and if I hadn't taken the antiemetics, I would've probably thrown up. I wasn't able to do anything except think about what a colossal moron I am. I had ruined the attempt. My fingertips started to feel cold, and I thought I should probably call the emergency number. I didn't do anything though. This laughable amount of SN causes such discomfort and isn't nearly enough to even send me to the hospital.

After a while I came to my senses and figured that the meds I took were not enough to ease the discomfort at all. I remained nauseous for the next 2 hours. DO NOT USE OTC ANTIEMETICS and DO NOT INGEST ANY SN BEFORE THE FIRST GLASS. I held the glass in my hand for 30 minutes before the panic became too much and I gave up. I will try again. I'm so pathetic that I couldn't deal with even the slightest bit of physical discomfort.

I actually don't know if this response was caused by the SN. It could've been nerves. Some nerves, my goodness. I have PTSD and I have frequent panic attacks and flashbacks. This didn't feel like one at all. If it wasn't a response to the stuff, then I don't know what it was.

Would you recommend wearing gloves for the SN mixing process?

 

[sandstone8251]

Would you recommend wearing gloves for the SN mixing process?

I don't think it's necessary. Take medication before mixing, and do not put your hands near your mouth. I will try it again later today. If I fail, I'll post why.
It might be useful to note that I am 55kg. Heavier people may not have so much to worry about.

 

[Obliviate]

This is so interesting. I wonder what it would be like if only a tiny bit of SN is having that reaction.

 

[eupdplishlp]

This is so interesting. I wonder what it would be like if only a tiny bit of SN is having that reaction.

this is why i already feel 25g is overkill and they've just comeout saying now min is up to 50gram?!? the taste and heart burn is what cases the pain and that increases with dosage and you didnt even have a gram to be feeling faint...

 

[Obliviate]

this is why i already feel 25g is overkill and they've just comeout saying now min is up to 50gram?!? the taste and heart burn is what cases the pain and that increases with dosage and you didnt even have a gram to be feeling faint...

No I wouldn't trust the double dosage. I'm not sure where that information is being sourced from. I would just follow the ppeh. 50 grams is genuine overkill and sounds like a disaster.

 

[Dante_]

No I wouldn't trust the double dosage. I'm not sure where that information is being sourced from. I would just follow the ppeh. 50 grams is genuine overkill and sounds like a disaster.

And this...is how misinformation spreads, not you since we know each other well but its so easy for information to be misconstrued as truth because once someone says something, it eventually becomes a game of broken telephone.

 

[Obliviate]

And this...is how misinformation spreads, not you since we know each other well but its so easy for information to be misconstrued as truth because once someone says something, it eventually becomes a game of broken telephone.

Exactly. I was just going to message you about this. Did this come from the Chinese Ctb forums? 50g is insane. The only time that much may be consumed is if it's a second cup of SN after failure from the first from my understanding. No wonder the Chinese videos seem painful. That is an excessive amount at once.

 

[Dante_]

Exactly. I was just going to message you about this. Did this come from the Chinese Ctb forums? 50g is insane. The only time that much may be consumed is if it's a second cup of SN after failure from the first from my understanding. No wonder the Chinese videos seem painful. That is an excessive amount at once.

True, but thats why speculation on those videos as to whether or not, they adhered to the protocol we know of is moot, we cant know. 50 is indefinitely far too much comapred to what it was just not too long ago at 20g of SN but thats as far as I'll go.

 

[eupdplishlp]

No I wouldn't trust the double dosage. I'm not sure where that information is being sourced from. I would just follow the ppeh. 50 grams is genuine overkill and sounds like a disaster.

About China's SN suicide video

Recently I noticed that many people on SaSu were discussing this topic and wondering why the people in the video looked so painful. I hope to answer this question. I wrote this by translator. If u have any questions, feel free to ask. First, some background, Chinese suicide discussion groups...

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