Discussion My body isn't ready...

[LuzurPhagget]

Maybe I should be posting this in the recovery section but meh.

Yeah, it's been an interesting past couple of weeks/months. I actually DON'T think I'm going to kill myself...yet. Or, hopefully, not anytime soon actually!

I tried some shrooms about almost 2 weeks ago (again), but this time, I tried it a little differently (No, I did not shove them up my arse). And it seems to have actually motherfucking worked! So fucking bizzare. I mean, I feel how I used to feel months ago, before some bad shit happened. I actually feel alright. I can actually FEEL things. I feel more "connected" to everything, with a renewed sense of purpose. Wow, these magic mushrooms are really something. Such potential as medicine! Of course, it's not for everybody, but it's really crazy I might have found something that works for me! I wanted to wait it out to see if how I'm feeling was nothing more than a fluke/mini manic-like state, but it's been almost 2 weeks and so I think it's more or less "permanent."

Anyway, I actually don't feel like killing myself anymore right now. Still feel like I have a lot of things left to do. There will be challenges and I know it won't be easy, but I feel more confident in facing them now. Wow, the importance of medicine really cannot be overstated. I mean, part of me wishes I could have just "willed" it or meditated it away or some shit and I didn't have to rely so much on a chemical, but meh, what can I do. This is my journey.

It truly is mind-boggling. I really did feel like it was it for me. If it hadn't snowed that one weekend and my destination plans hadn't been compromised, things might have turned out VERY differently. It's fucking crazy.

Anyway, like I said, I still feel like I have things left to do that I would really like to get doing. The WORST may still be yet to come, but things are like this NOW and maybe that's enough. Cheers.



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[Worndown]

Whatever works!

 

[Meant2Die]

If you like shrooms as medicine you'd be interested this video about Ayahuasca tea which is "one of the most powerful psychedelics known to man". The experiences people have while taking this trip are very profound apparently... some really cool spiritual stuff.

 

[Stan]

I was most impressed with a Canadian saying 'arse' instead of 'ass'

 

[sleepy dog]

Maybe I should be posting this in the recovery section but meh.

Yeah, it's been an interesting past couple of weeks/months. I actually DON'T think I'm going to kill myself...yet. Or, hopefully, not anytime soon actually!

I tried some shrooms about almost 2 weeks ago (again), but this time, I tried it a little differently (No, I did not shove them up my arse). And it seems to have actually motherfucking worked! So fucking bizzare. I mean, I feel how I used to feel months ago, before some bad shit happened. I actually feel alright. I can actually FEEL things. I feel more "connected" to everything, with a renewed sense of purpose. Wow, these magic mushrooms are really something. Such potential as medicine! Of course, it's not for everybody, but it's really crazy I might have found something that works for me! I wanted to wait it out to see if how I'm feeling was nothing more than a fluke/mini manic-like state, but it's been almost 2 weeks and so I think it's more or less "permanent."

Anyway, I actually don't feel like killing myself anymore right now. Still feel like I have a lot of things left to do. There will be challenges and I know it won't be easy, but I feel more confident in facing them now. Wow, the importance of medicine really cannot be overstated. I mean, part of me wishes I could have just "willed" it or meditated it away or some shit and I didn't have to rely so much on a chemical, but meh, what can I do. This is my journey.

It truly is mind-boggling. I really did feel like it was it for me. If it hadn't snowed that one weekend and my destination plans hadn't been compromised, things might have turned out VERY differently. It's fucking crazy.

Anyway, like I said, I still feel like I have things left to do that I would really like to get doing. The WORST may still be yet to come, but things are like this NOW and maybe that's enough. Cheers.

Please be extremely careful with this stuff.

 

[LuzurPhagget]

If you like shrooms as medicine you'd be interested this video about Ayahuasca tea which is "one of the most powerful psychedelics known to man". The experiences people have while taking this trip are very profound apparently... some really cool spiritual stuff.

Aha, if it ain't broke, don't fix it. I'm going to be careful with any of these chemicals.

I was most impressed with a Canadian saying 'arse' instead of 'ass'

You've never heard a Canadian say "arse"? Bollocks!

Please be extremely careful with this stuff.

Of course! It's medicine (for me anyway) and should be treated as such. I'm still a little envious of my peers who take these drugs to have themselves a gay ol' time. Wish my life could be easier like that. Oh well.

 

[Meant2Die]

If you like shrooms as medicine you'd be interested this video about Ayahuasca tea which is "one of the most powerful psychedelics known to man". The experiences people have while taking this trip are very profound apparently... some really cool spiritual stuff.

Upps I forgot to post the link, "The Reality of Truth"

Oh i didn't mean for you to change methods/plants, just wanted to share a really interesting documentary.

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

Probably safer than most doctor prescribed drugs. I would try it, but I cant them.