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not-2-b-the-answer

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Another Day Dawns-Beautiful Suicide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








let us speak today
we're not silent anymore, we're free today

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realize we're all that you have

just give us life
just give us time
just give us this moment to feel alive

you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide

let it be today
we're gonna rip off all these chains
we're gonna throw that rat in his cage

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realized we're all that you had
you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide
 
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the other unreleased version of this video that I am looking for is missing (video mixed with storyboard completely different from this unreleased version) I am shocked to know that there are 3 versions of this video I thought there were only 2


edit: I guess there are 4 of them now? or either I imagined it but I highly doubt that I imagined the one I am looking for but I have never watched this version before
 
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Falling In Reverse-Last Resort (Reimagined) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck, if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort – suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide, I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine, I am fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself, and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing is fine

I'm crying, I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
(I can't go on living this way)
Nothing is fine (I can't go on living this way)

I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
Nothing's alright
 
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I liked this song because it speaks to me about being a more real human and genuine person.

*edit
Really good idea for a thread thanks @Threads

I will periodically add sad/calming/peaceful/quieter music's when I think of them.

i love northlane. so many bangers. here's my fav off the new album:
 
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Repost from last year... Seems to be getting popular. There is now an official video. Still love the live version the best.
Benson Boone-In The Stars :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:











Sunday mornings were your favorite
I used to meet you down on Woods Creek Road
You did your hair up like you were famous
Even though it's only church where we were goin'

Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in
It's like I buried my faith with you
I'm screamin' at a God, I don't know if I believe in
'Cause I don't know what else I can do

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
And left the rest in pieces

Diggin' through your old birthday letters
A crumpled 20 still in the box
I don't think that I could ever find a way to spend it
Even if it's the last 20 that I've got, oh

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
And left the rest in pieces

I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)
I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)
I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), I'm still holdin' on (on)
I'm still, ooh, still holdin' on

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone (ooh)
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever (ooh)
Now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
Left the rest in pieces
 
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someone finally re-uploaded it :)
 
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"Going deeper in my own black own black hole, and I can't escape I have lost control"
 
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Jasmine Guy-Another Like My Lover :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







 
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Rise Against-I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










On pins and needles we are waiting for the fall
We count the days scratching lines on a wall
Wait in the wings at someone's beck and call
No longer recognize the place that I call home
No longer recognize this face as my own
Somewhere, this fate, I lost control

We backed down
We took "no" for answers far too long
We felt those walls close around
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

On hand and foot we answered every single call
And weathered every day like passing storms
But when they break we will all be gone

Won't back down
Won't take "no" for answers anymore
These walls close
We pace back and forth

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

The point where we break
Gets closer everyday
But where do we go?
But where do we go?

I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

(We need a better way, we need to let go)
(We need a better way, we need to let go) anymore
(We need a better way, we need to let go)
(We need a better way)
 
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This is a great film but I can't remember any of it for the life of me besides the ending

edit: also if you've liked/enjoyed/have seen this film I recommend Possession 1981 it's a horror film about a breakup/divorce
 
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yaldabaoth

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Jun 29, 2023
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"I want to make you watch me bleed
As you drain the life from me
I want to make you watch me die
As you have so many times"
 
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just remembered this

has anyone watched this ? (not my image)
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an oldie..
 
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