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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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best melodies I've ever heard
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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winamp

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
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I wish someone would talk about or make a video essay on this music video already I am absolutely baffled by it and have watched it at least six times and I can't come up with anything
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Le Click-Tonight Is The Night :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Not CTB yet. :wink:












Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Come on in mon, mu-huh

Hold me, hold me, ya squeeze me, squeeze me
Yes come and rid the lovin' 'cause you know it's not easy
Hold me, hold me, yes nobody love me
Yes come and rid the music come receive the pardon
Yes run come give me love and come-a, give it to me
By the way you give me loving, give me, physically
And anything we do it, do it, naturally
Say come again we do it till we receive the pardon

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, I just can't get enough
Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, too much is not enough

Come down with it mon, mu-huh, stor pah-to

Now that you got my love and together we can make it
Don't anybody try to stop it people try to break it (uh huh)
Come quit the fights I meant to keep peace and harmony (I like that)
Your love is what I want unless you give it to me
Yes, a-da-heh, a-da-heh, come quit the fights don't stop it
A-da-heh, a-da-heh, yes my love I've got to
A-da come with a disc come make me stop me find me go
Say come baby girl your gonna hear how we flow take me with your love (oh no)

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, I just can't get enough
Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, too much is not enough

Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough
 
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awen

awen

Enlightened
Apr 1, 2023
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I like some songs of TV girl
 
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winamp

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
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I like some songs of TV girl

if you like TV Girl I also recommend Stevie Dinner, Salami Rose Joe Louis, Mild High Club, Good Morning, and Crumb
 
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Eisenfuchs

Eisenfuchs

Member
Jul 5, 2023
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RHCP: an all time great. Out of all their songs, this one has always resonated with me the most. A lot of times when I felt like things were getting "too much" I'd run away for a while, often to the nearest major city. I'd just drive around for the hell of it. No place in mind, no idea when I'd come back. I don't know what it was; but I found solace in the sea of dark streets and glistening high-rises. Because I "never wanna feel like I did that day", I go to "the place I love". Sometimes it felt like the only things that undrstood me were the empty boulevards and mesmerizing skyscrapers.


This one has an upbeat and energetic vibe to it. I feel like the song is about someone who fights for his cause until the bitter end. Any price has been paid already, so what's left to lose? Any hurt that was felt has calcified into vengeance.


Where do I even start with this one? I feel like this song represents what it's like to bottle yourself up in front of someone you think is your "friend", but leaves you for dead when the chips finally fall. Having gone through this firsthand, it hurts.


Of course I had to include a song by my favorite band. There's something so beautifully haunting about this track in particular.


Here's another one that just speaks to me on a spiritual level. It's about someone who's been put through so much that they're not even the same person anymore. They're left yearning for simpler days, lamenting every regret that led them here; all the while those around them reject what they've become. In the end, it seems like they give up.
"Have another go my friend. You see I can't feel anymore."
There comes a time when you just become numb to the pain.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know
Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Chelsea Grin-Sing To The Grave :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

I will sing to the grave

There's no light, but it feels like morning
I'll deny till I hear the doves sing
It's not goodbye if we meet again
So to you, my friend, I will sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

All the memories that you gave to me
I'm all messed up, thinking about you
Oh God, I want to see your face
I'd pull you from the grave just so I could say goodbye
Goodbye

It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

I can remember when you left this place
Couldn't perceive it, didn't wanna believe it
All of this time to reflect in me
Where your soul lies, now you're free
Now you're free
Now you're free

You will live forever
You will live forever, goodbye
You will live forever
 
yaldabaoth

yaldabaoth

she/they
Jun 29, 2023
27
Lorna Shore - Pain Remains Trilogy





"You're far from my reach but not far out of sight
You know the way to my heart but you just play the strings again
Flicker like shadows dancing beyond the flame
Captivate, hypnotized by the fire in her eyes
You took me by surprise
And then you disappeared in the blink of an eye"

"After all that I've done, after all of my pain, after all that I've become, will I disappear?"

"If this is all I am, then what's the point of pacing life?
Everything that I made became a waste of time
Expressive, depressive, I'm caught up in a lie
Decisive, enticive, I'd rather fucking die"
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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winamp

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,349
I always wonder what happened to this guy (not nsfw, none of the dogs were harmed, all of the red paint/liquid is from the paintings on the wall)
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224


May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh, how far you are from home

Mornie utulie
Believe and you will find your way Mornie alantie
A promise lives within you now

May it be the shadow's call will fly away May it be your journey on to light the day When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun

Mornie utulie
Believe and you will find your way Mornie alantie
A promise lives within you now

A promise lives within you now
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,705
Another Day Dawns-Beautiful Suicide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








let us speak today
we're not silent anymore, we're free today

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realize we're all that you have

just give us life
just give us time
just give us this moment to feel alive

you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide

let it be today
we're gonna rip off all these chains
we're gonna throw that rat in his cage

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realized we're all that you had
you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide
 
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