Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality
Blegh
There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie
I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me
A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day
Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you've chosen
From ambient I do like "Tony Anderson" ( I hope it is ambient) but there are lot of others like "The Intangible" one of my favorite from this artist is Sciography or Summer, also Evolution but he has many other, It is like from other world sometimes, so divine it is like there is more than just this life. I really like it.
These kind of music is for me when I am depressed (its not for help me but to actually relieve sadness, I used to sometimes cry when I could not endure pain)
"Lord Huron" - The Night We Met
"Sleeping at last" - Saturn
This one from Life is Strange 2 - Blood Brothers\Lone Wolf
Not too sure if anyone is a fan of doom or sludge metal but
I just like how oppressive the atmosphere for a lot of doom/sludge songs, along with the long drawn out chords and distortions that are put on over the bass, just, mwah, chef's kiss.
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
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