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Climber

Climber

“One day, I am gonna grow wings”
Jun 26, 2026
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Couldn't find other threads discussing this.

The combo of the final warm feelings of hypothermia, the altered mental state from hypoxia and the Mountain View's would be the perfect way to go for me and it's always been on my mind.

I do know SI can be strong with slower methods but I can remove my own ability to contact help or find my way back to civilization if I do it in a remote enough place.

Search and Rescue would make things harder but again the plan is to go to a very very remote area. Given that without preparation death is very likely, as long as I force myself to reach the top I don't have to actively do anything but wait.

Also the idea of suffering through parts of it sounds appealing as I believe I deserve it, having a final goal to summit again makes me feel like I'll pull through. But honestly the final warm feelings are probably the best part.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
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I was just going to ask if your username was based off the manga,I can see you updated the PFP.Nice.

Have you watched the show Alone?I've always thought that I would like to go out the hard way too.

Great show where you escape into and live alone in the wilderness,last man standing wins.

I've considered trekking into either Alaska or the Canadian artic to ctb.
 
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Climber

Climber

“One day, I am gonna grow wings”
Jun 26, 2026
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I was just going to ask if your username was based off the manga,I can see you updated the PFP.Nice.

Have you watched the show Alone?I've always thought that I would like to go out the hard way too.

Great show where you escape and live alone in the wilderness.
Yeah it is lol. It's honestly my favorite piece of media.

I have watched alone as well it's amazing. I've always thought that if I survive something like that it's because I really wanted to live.

So it's sort of a test to see what I want when my brain has nothing else to think about.

Thanks for the reply, hope you're holding on and that things get better.

Take care
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
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Yeah it is lol. It's honestly my favorite piece of media.

I have watched alone as well it's amazing. I've always thought that if I survive something like that it's because I really wanted to live.

So it's sort of a test to see what I want when my brain has nothing else to think about.

Thanks for the reply, hope you're holding on and that things get better.

Take care
The current Season 13 is ongoing. It's the world championship. Someone takes down a moose with a bow and arrow. Pretty cool.

I'm trying my best and will continue to do so.

Hope things get better for you as well 💪
 

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