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Terminallyill11

Terminallyill11

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Jan 12, 2026
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Will this work? I have made 1 other post here about my situation, health has gotten significantly worse and I am in constant pain. Still refusing treatment, tired of dying slowly, I can easily purchase SN. Will mixing it in 1 of my ensures work? How much? Thank you, I'm sorry for keeping it brief and if there's an answer to this already, I am very fatigued and delirious due to health issues
 
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divinemistress87

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No, it can make you vomit . No food of any kind . Must fast for at least 8 hours
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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No. It needs to be dissolved in a minimal amount of water, measured in milliliters. Too much water or other liquid puts you at too much risk of failure.
 
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da5ae5ae

Every existing thing is impermanent
Jun 9, 2026
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Someone else has posted here that they took the SN with water and immediately sucked on a candy to help with the bad taste.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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No do not mix it in your chocolate Ensure. Can only be mixed with a small amount of water. Refer to the resources section for sn protocol.
 
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volo

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Apr 22, 2026
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In addition to what is said above, sn is an oxidizer, and it will react with your ensure. Then you get oxidized ensure components and no Sn left to go into you small intestine to do its job.
But first, you'd puke.
So as they said above- fast for 8 hrs, drink a water solution appropriate for your weight, or 25g. Ideally, you want an antiemetic that is a pro kinetic too, and if possible /would be nice / also some benzos to knock you out.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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I am sorry about your situation,
however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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