Mixing right now will keep everybody updated. I plan on drinking it in 10-20 minutes.

[Sickman75]

I was referring to this. He put 10g on his skin, which is useless, then drank 5g.

As I said, I don't care what he recommended, I never said I did, and I already repeated that that's not what I said. I haven't said anything about what he recommended this entire time, just what he drank. I've said that already and that's why I'm not responding. I don't care what he recommended and see no point talking about it.

Ummm yes you did and no you didn't and that's not my issue what you recommend or what he reccomended.

 

[Vaughn]

I don't understand some people who join and then claim they are going to CTB, without much time here or question or some type of interaction. Makes me a bit skeptical of their intentions and integrity.
Some of us are actually here to find comfort and release of our pain in life and will take that leap into our journey regardless of our fears and survival instinct,
I have found the support I needed so much in making this decision here and thank everyone who has found it in their hearts to spend the time to help me.
For this, I say thank you

you got a good point there - For example I came to mexico to find Nembutal and end it here- therefore I would have been on this site only one week... but now I only find here Amitriptyline, therefore it is not the death I had planned - so I may end up just taking the drugs with me and do it at some hotel - in my country...

 

[Vaughn]

It would appear to me that a lot of the "pain" that some people are experiencing from this method could definitely be blamed on the fact that they are Not following the posted amounts to ingest and ways to use it Correctly.
From what I have read the pain and discomfort "in my opinion" is coming from their half ass, Willy Nilly way.
I will use SN, with dmso and even though some have said it isn't necessary, I will use Antiemetics

John - - love how you would talk " and as you said.....
From what I have read the pain and discomfort "in my opinion" is coming from their half ass, Willy Nilly way.
I will use SN, with dmso and even though some have said it isn't necessary, I will use Antiemetics" lol..
I hope you did not have any pains !

 

[jackass]

John - - love how you would talk "
From what I have read the pain and discomfort "in my opinion" is coming from their half ass, Willy Nilly way.
I will use SN, with dmso and even though some have said it isn't necessary, I will use Antiemetics" lol..
GO JOHNNY GO ! I hope you did not have any pains !

Dude, you really shouldn't encourage others, not only are you breaking the rules of the site, you are breaking the law.

 

[dandan]

Fuck. Nembutal it is. This method sounds too painful.

I feel / think the same way, but getting Nembutal for me is gonna be freaking difficult I guess, I do live in Mexico, South Mexico, and shops just dont sell it like the internet says, the information on the Peacefull Book is outdated, I'll visit a vet pharmacy to see if I can get it but already tried in others and is not so easy....

any suggestion?

 

[Vaughn]

I feel / think the same way, but getting Nembutal for me is gonna be freaking difficult I guess, I do live in Mexico, South Mexico, and shops just dont sell it like the internet says, the information on the Peacefull Book is outdated, I'll visit a vet pharmacy to see if I can get it but already tried in others and is not so easy....

any suggestion?

Helllo- am in mexico too , and YES It is hard, and no one sells it.... so I will go with Amitriptylline..... which sometimes here is with prescription, and sometimes without...

 

[Vaughn]

I feel / think the same way, but getting Nembutal for me is gonna be freaking difficult I guess, I do live in Mexico, South Mexico, and shops just dont sell it like the internet says, the information on the Peacefull Book is outdated, I'll visit a vet pharmacy to see if I can get it but already tried in others and is not so easy....

any suggestion?

you are right - the PPHe book is outdated, as there is no N to be found - local vets told me that it was years ago that people had Nembutal...

 

[Sickman75]

Wishing you peace @Bichimacrow

- anybody is aware of sb else using this DMSO substance with SN, except of Xerxes ? How can we know he did not feel nausea or possibly vomit before passing away ?
- as I understandd from reading his thread, this dSMO is suppose to speed it up ,but does not have antiemetic properties ,correct?

he said he didnt feel nauseous after taking SN
DSMO is a carrier--that's correct

 

[NoOneKnows]

he said he didnt feel nauseous after taking SN
DSMO is a carrier--that's correct

Thank you

 

[John434]

Dude, you really shouldn't encourage others, not only are you breaking the rules of the site, you are breaking the law.

Lmao
I'm not sure where you think I'm breaking any rules in making that post
And secondly, it's not breaking any laws, shit, for that matter , if you really want to get snitty about it, a lot of us here are "breaking the law" as you so Eloquently put it just by posting the methodology behind acquiring and using a product.

 

[John434]

John - - love how you would talk " and as you said.....
From what I have read the pain and discomfort "in my opinion" is coming from their half ass, Willy Nilly way.
I will use SN, with dmso and even though some have said it isn't necessary, I will use Antiemetics" lol..
I hope you did not have any pains !

?

 

[jackass]

Lmao
I'm not sure where you think I'm breaking any rules in making that post
And secondly, it's not breaking any laws, shit, for that matter , if you really want to get snitty about it, a lot of us here are "breaking the law" as you so Eloquently put it just by posting the methodology behind acquiring and using a product.

I wasn't talking to you bruh. But check the rules and more importantly check the laws of your country to see what constitutes assisted suicide. Under most common law jurisdictions,you would find that any act which encourages or persuades another person to commit suicide would be seen as assisted suicide.

What's Considered Assisted Suicide?

Every state has a slightly different definition of what it means to assist a suicide and some states do not actually define it in their statutes. Generally, someone assists with a suicide when they:

• Do some act which causes someone else to die, such as administering lethal doses of drugs;
• Provide the drugs or tools necessary for someone else to commit suicide when they know those tools are likely to be used for suicide;
• Advise someone else on the way to commit suicide; or
• Persuade someone else to commit suicide.

 

[John434]

I wasn't talking to you bruh. But check the rules and more importantly check the laws of your country to see what constitutes assisted suicide. Under most common law jurisdictions,you would find that any act which encourages or persuades another person to commit suicide would be seen as assisted suicide.

What's Considered Assisted Suicide?

Every state has a slightly different definition of what it means to assist a suicide and some states do not actually define it in their statutes. Generally, someone assists with a suicide when they:

• Do some act which causes someone else to die, such as administering lethal doses of drugs;
• Provide the drugs or tools necessary for someone else to commit suicide when they know those tools are likely to be used for suicide;
• Advise someone else on the way to commit suicide; or
• Persuade someone else to commit suicide.

Again, you are keeping me laughing, what I posted has absolutely NOTHING to do with promoting or assisting someone in committing suicide.
Let's get to the bottom of all of this, tell us all, why are you even here if all you are going to do is make false accusations and "sorry" live up to your nick name.

 

[jackass]

Again, you are keeping me laughing, what I posted has absolutely NOTHING to do with promoting or assisting someone in committing suicide.
Let's get to the bottom of all of this, tell us all, why are you even here if all you are going to do is make false accusations and "sorry" live up to your nick name.

As I said, my initial comment wasn't addressed to you but you just chose to reply. You may wish to re-read the thread to get a better grasp pf what we are talking about here.

 

[John434]

As I said, my initial comment wasn't addressed to you but you just chose to reply. You may wish to re-read the thread to get a better grasp pf what we are talking about here.

You might want to, I do not need to.
You quoted my post enough said

 

[jackass]

You might want to, I do not need to.
You quoted my post enough said

OK.LOL.....

 

[John434]

OK.LOL.....

Right, not very bright

 

[jackass]

Right, not very bright

Don't be too hard on yourself, mate. It's not against the law for being thick.

 

[John434]

Don't be too hard on yourself, mate. It's not against the law for being thick.

Or being your nick name huh "mate"

 

[Vaughn]

Don't be too hard on yourself, mate. It's not against the law for being thick.

no need to insult people on here

 

[Vaughn]

Or being your nick name huh "mate"

john never mind him - he has been reported a few times - don't let this person get to you ok ?? We care about you

 

[John434]

john never mind him - he has been reported a few times - don't let this person get to you ok ?? We care about you

My apologies
I'm tired and will admit, my patience just isn't there, this isn't the kind of person I am normally so again, I'm sorry

 

[Vaughn]

My apologies
I'm tired and will admit, my patience just isn't there, this isn't the kind of person I am normally so again, I'm sorry

There is nothing wrong -no worries - just get your forces back and all - you are quite liked and you did nothing wrong. (hug)

 

[Kingkelly]

I'm under full knowledge that poisening yourself isn't going to be painless.... Reason of not done it yet as there is no guarantee what if it doesn't work

 

[Bichimacrow]

Hi guys it's been a while :/. So the plan didn't work I passed out for around 45 minutes and I was found by my brothers friend and taken to the ER. Don't even know if any of you will see this but I fully regretted this. Still uncertain if I want to die or not this kind of changed my perception on the whole situation. If any of the people who were here when it happened see this please reply
I'm not dead
Idk how to feel I might delete the account or something I just needa think rereading this thread is a lot to handle

 

[Donewith_]

Hi guys it's been a while :/. So the plan didn't work I passed out for around 45 minutes and I was found by my brothers friend and taken to the ER. Don't even know if any of you will see this but I fully regretted this. Still uncertain if I want to die or not this kind of changed my perception on the whole situation. If any of the people who were here when it happened see this please reply
I'm not dead
Idk how to feel I might delete the account or something I just needa think rereading this thread is a lot to handle

Its hard to get it right.. i myself had many failed attpemts some of which messed me up to some extent. But, i feel that its good that it didn't work considering you say you are not completely sure about it now. If you aren't completely sure.. its always better to hold on and try for some more time. Coz You can always have enough time to ctb.

I know if feels a bit guilty in situations like this.. but its just us overthinking and feeling like that..we ctb to find peace.. but if we can find the same peace in living.. then why to ctb? Actually i was not here when this happened..may be i was just immersed in my usual crap.but its good to see you here again..
Wish you the best for whatever you decide to choose.

 

[dandan]

hopefully you can find some peace on Earth

im curious as to how
has this experience change your perception, but any way, if you dont want to get into it thats fine, its your time now.

 

[Bichimacrow]

hopefully you can find some peace on Earth

im curious as to how
has this experience change your perception, but any way, if you dont want to get into it thats fine, its your time now.

It's honestly changed how I see this. I really wanted to die and I tried going thru with it. I felt regret while doing it and I'm glad I was found

 

[Realityisawful]

This thread is proof that N >>>>>>>> SN

 

[wanttodie.nz]

It's honestly changed how I see this. I really wanted to die and I tried going thru with it. I felt regret while doing it and I'm glad I was found

Do you not want to ctb anymore?