Methods

[CemeterySleeper]

Long story short I am back to looking for good methods to ctb. I have preferences such as doing it in my favorite spot at my tree in the local cemetery, beyond that I am open to different methods. N is my preference but I have had no luck finding a reliable source and I don't know that I care to gamble on that with the prices it is sold at, so as much as I love the idea of going out by taking some N while getting drunk at my tree I have little hope of actually getting so lucky. I have found DMC so SN is an option, however my research into SN indicates it is not nearly as peaceful as I would like, and I would still need to find an antiemetic. I do not have firearms and would be unlikely to be able to get one with my mental health history, but I do have a crossbow with razor tipped bolts, I imagine if I aimed it at my throat it would do the job quickly. There is quite a lot of drugs in my city so I have considered a massive F OD, but that also seems non ideal. Any suggestions?

 

[Shadows From Hell]

I don't know if a crossbow to the throat would kill you, if it don't, you'll be in a world of hurt. You'll lose ability to talk, probably have to use some sort of breathing machine, and possibly maybe even be paralyzed if it lands in the wrong spot. Then you'll be stuck here longer than you want to be.

 

[CemeterySleeper]

I don't know if a crossbow to the throat would kill you, if it don't, you'll be in a world of hurt. You'll lose ability to talk, probably have to use some sort of breathing machine, and possibly maybe even be paralyzed if it lands in the wrong spot. Then you'll be stuck here longer than you want to be.

I think you are underestimating the bolt, the razor is in a pyramid shape wide enough to completely severe trachea, esophagus, carotid artery, jugular veins. Not sure if it would go through spine but it is intended for hunting large game.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

 

[ChefTesta]

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This made me absolutely die laughing XD

 

[Shadows From Hell]

I think you are underestimating the bolt, the razor is in a pyramid shape wide enough to completely severe trachea, esophagus, carotid artery, jugular veins. Not sure if it would go through spine but it is intended for hunting large game.

Yeah I forgot about those. I was thinking of the blunt ones shaped like bullets.

 

[CemeterySleeper]

I was leaning SN but my research indicates it can be somewhat unpredictable in what order symptoms appear, and even in their ideal order is not really the most peaceful death, especially for someone like me who will react strongly to the panic effects of hypoxia. By comparison the crossbow actually seems more peaceful unless I miss, which is not impossible because I am not used to aiming it at my own throat with my toe on the trigger, the bolt style leaves me some wiggle room though. N is still my preference and might be able to synthesize it myself if I disregard purity, but I would need to buy a bunch of equipment and it would be a whole thing. Nitrogen asphyxiation may be a good middle ground, I would still need to deal with hypoxia but only momentarily, biggest problem is finding nitrogen for consumer use around here. I've heard mixed reports about how peaceful F would be but as I have no tolerance or experience a large dose might send me unconscious quickly.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish I had Nembutal, I wish for the option to just peacefully cease existing and never exist ever again, I find it so cruel how I cannot just have that option to bring me permanent relief from suffering. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.

 

[Peter Skellern]

I was leaning SN but my research indicates it can be somewhat unpredictable in what order symptoms appear, and even in their ideal order is not really the most peaceful death, especially for someone like me who will react strongly to the panic effects of hypoxia. By comparison the crossbow actually seems more peaceful unless I miss, which is not impossible because I am not used to aiming it at my own throat with my toe on the trigger, the bolt style leaves me some wiggle room though. N is still my preference and might be able to synthesize it myself if I disregard purity, but I would need to buy a bunch of equipment and it would be a whole thing. Nitrogen asphyxiation may be a good middle ground, I would still need to deal with hypoxia but only momentarily, biggest problem is finding nitrogen for consumer use around here. I've heard mixed reports about how peaceful F would be but as I have no tolerance or experience a large dose might send me unconscious quickly.

There is vomiting with SN but after that its relatively peaceful. Certainly if you include Propranolol and Benzo's.