Venting Mentally unwell so long it became cringe and i can only help others.

[Shiitake]

I feel like i am unable to ever describe or touch up on what i feel, because i already know all possible answers to them, so i become some sort of prostitute that only helps others with their issues, and after that im discarded.
Short but sweet venting session cuz im unable to talk about how i feel.
When i am talking to others who suffer, i find it very hard to do words of encouregment, when i barely am encouraged to wake up