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Mrnobody2019

Member
Oct 24, 2019
73
Jumping from a high bridge seems more reliable.
If I would post that here, it might reveal personal information on someone. Which I will not do.

No worries, completely understand. In that case, Is there anything about his method/prep which you believe may be the reason for his failure? To help anyone else considering SN have more of a chance at success.

Or is it just that you know he may have failed but not sure why
 
Hank

Hank

Member
Nov 29, 2018
73
No worries, completely understand. In that case, Is there anything about his method/prep which you believe may be the reason for his failure? To help anyone else considering SN have more of a chance at success.

Or is it just that you know he may have failed but not sure why

I have not enough knowledge on the SN method. Only what people, with a lot of dedication, have posted on this subject in the forum. It makes me think that the success rate should be pretty high. But I personally don't know how fast it will go, which might depend on the person (metabolism and other factors?), nor how peaceful it is.

And like any method it can fail, due to many reasons. Be it Survival instinct, not the right dose, or whatever.
 
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Lotus1818

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
248
There is no proof. And unless you know someone really well, preferably irl, or if it was in the news, you should not consider any goodbye thread with SN as a proof that that person succeeded.

It can be someone who starts such a thread for the attention. Or it can be a serious attempt. And then, anything can happen at the last moments. Survival instinct can set in, and the person calls the ambulance. Or it can fail for other reasons, or it succeeded. You just won't know, and it is no proof if you don't hear from the person again.

I was rather emotionally touched by the @daikon post, with his SN attempt. But I have a decent clue that he failed for some reason, and that he is still alive. I pretty much have the proof for that, or my findings are a super coincidence, which I doubt.

All I am saying is that that post looked like a successful attempt, and it most likely wasn't. It either was a joke, which I don't think, or it was a serious attempt that failed. And I hope he does well.

All I am saying is that the only way to have proper scientific proof of a certain method, is to do it the scientific way.
what proof do you have that the attempt wasnt succesfull?
do you know him personally?
 
Hank

Hank

Member
Nov 29, 2018
73
what proof do you have that the attempt wasnt succesfull?
do you know him personally?

No offense, but I already mentioned that I will not post that, because it might reveal personal information on someone. And I don't think that would be a decent thing to do.
 
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Daniela

Specialist
Feb 23, 2019
303
I'm sorry if asking this is tactless and/or against the rules, but how many deaths by SN have been verified by obituaries? Don't want to know names, just numbers.

@Stan @BPD_LE
 
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Neville1

Student
Aug 26, 2019
170
This is the third and last time that I post the user names of those attempting with SN. No death should go without morning; members suffered greatly to come to this, family members and loved ones are hurting and forum members are grieving.

Apart from 8 confirmed with either obituary or news report (and maybe some confirmed second hand), it cannot be known that the member actually attempted nor was successful. Hence, it's necessary to form one's own opinion upon the veracity of any testimonial.

Although I don't share links of obits or news reports, info in posts above is sufficient for finding them. The most recent report was of partners @JordT and @Bumblebee.

Please post any that I inadvertently missed.

successful:
@Geesuicide
@Minudah
@Eden2k
@Crest33
@Wantingpeace
@Kakabushi
@Tristesse
@Funkygibbon
@Whatshername
@Northerngirl1965
@Edrudd
@zadig777
@Purple777
@Jackblade
@Kemis
@Spartacus00
@Kukubananas
@LuxelDrief
@Lunaemoth
@Lunar
@melanar
@peaceminusbts
@Karangel25
@Davy
@JustOverIt
@Cloudz
@Zal
@Groovy123
@Rocksandsand
@Godofdeathftw
@bubbletea
@Suicidal4Ever
@Vegrau
@Hurry
@Kvothe_alThor
@Oblivion Lover
@spiderman_32
@shango
@Leaving soon
@metalchic_74
@Stan
@timetogo
@AnxiouslyDepressed
@SoupSnakes
@trynacbt
@daikon
@Neverod
@Crystal Labeija
@Kronos
@khw777
@CrushedHopes
@BleedingHeart
@JordT
@Bumblebee

Unsuccessful:
@drakewantstogo
@axorz
@Suicidal4Ever
@21Neberg
@Jen0804
@Querry1
@L0ne1ygh0st
@Ifisieyoung
 
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malummo

Student
Jul 15, 2019
119
This is the third and last time that I post the user names of those attempting with SN. No death should go without morning; members suffered greatly to come to this, family members and loved ones are hurting and forum members are grieving.

Apart from 8 confirmed with either obituary or news report (and maybe some confirmed second hand), it cannot be known that the member actually attempted nor was successful. Hence, it's necessary to form one's own opinion upon the veracity of any testimonial.

Although I don't share links of obits or news reports, info in posts above is sufficient for finding them. The most recent report was of partners @JordT and @Bumblebee.

Please post any that I inadvertently missed.

successful:
@Geesuicide
@Minudah
@Eden2k
@Crest33
@Wantingpeace
@Kakabushi
@Tristesse
@Funkygibbon
@Whatshername
@Northerngirl1965
@Edrudd
@zadig777
@Purple777
@Jackblade
@Kemis
@Spartacus00
@Kukubananas
@LuxelDrief
@Lunaemoth
@Lunar
@melanar
@peaceminusbts
@Karangel25
@Davy
@JustOverIt
@Cloudz
@Zal
@Groovy123
@Rocksandsand
@Godofdeathftw
@bubbletea
@Suicidal4Ever
@Vegrau
@Hurry
@Kvothe_alThor
@Oblivion Lover
@spiderman_32
@shango
@Leaving soon
@metalchic_74
@Stan
@timetogo
@AnxiouslyDepressed
@SoupSnakes
@trynacbt
@daikon
@Neverod
@Crystal Labeija
@Kronos
@khw777
@CrushedHopes
@BleedingHeart
@JordT
@Bumblebee
Sonnenblume
Alchemist
Readytoendit
windingdown

Unsuccessful:
@drakewantstogo
@axorz
@Suicidal4Ever
@21Neberg
@Jen0804
@Querry1
@L0ne1ygh0st
@Ifisieyoung
 
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Neville1

Student
Aug 26, 2019
170
I'm listing some more members leaving with SN, missed in my last post, some from @malummo, whose post needs expanding because of the manner of reply, one from @throwaway_2620. The report of Tired's passing is from @Mainlænder.

Some of these might not be, but many have to be authentic. No false report should take away from consideration of the many likely truthful ones.

Love and hugs to those bereaved, missing the departed and those contemplating this method. RIP to those who have left.

@Dazedandconfused32
@SpecialK
@TiredOfLife95
@heylightiforgot
@isam
@Alchemist
@Sonnenblume
@Readytoendit
@windingdown
@Escaper Boy
@epil
 
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
150
I personally get too over excited about this method because I have literally spent days researching it both inside this forum and using outside resources. I will be cataloguing everything that i will be doing, including the syringe process and how I made the solution as it does not need to be as strong as the solution taken orally and posting it here. I will try as much as I can to post the effects shortly after the oral/injection application to help understand how I am feeling. But they maybe hopefully a short time as if my guess is correct, the injections will work way quicker so I am hoping to hit the 3 minute mark to drowsiness and quick unconsciousness which is basically what N would do anyway

Does anyone know if Stan documented the syringe process and it's effect?
 
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
150
This is the third and last time that I post the user names of those attempting with SN. No death should go without morning; members suffered greatly to come to this, family members and loved ones are hurting and forum members are grieving.

Apart from 8 confirmed with either obituary or news report (and maybe some confirmed second hand), it cannot be known that the member actually attempted nor was successful. Hence, it's necessary to form one's own opinion upon the veracity of any testimonial.

Although I don't share links of obits or news reports, info in posts above is sufficient for finding them. The most recent report was of partners @JordT and @Bumblebee.

Please post any that I inadvertently missed.

successful:
@Geesuicide
@Minudah
@Eden2k
@Crest33
@Wantingpeace
@Kakabushi
@Tristesse
@Funkygibbon
@Whatshername
@Northerngirl1965
@Edrudd
@zadig777
@Purple777
@Jackblade
@Kemis
@Spartacus00
@Kukubananas
@LuxelDrief
@Lunaemoth
@Lunar
@melanar
@peaceminusbts
@Karangel25
@Davy
@JustOverIt
@Cloudz
@Zal
@Groovy123
@Rocksandsand
@Godofdeathftw
@bubbletea
@Suicidal4Ever
@Vegrau
@Hurry
@Kvothe_alThor
@Oblivion Lover
@spiderman_32
@shango
@Leaving soon
@metalchic_74
@Stan
@timetogo
@AnxiouslyDepressed
@SoupSnakes
@trynacbt
@daikon
@Neverod
@Crystal Labeija
@Kronos
@khw777
@CrushedHopes
@BleedingHeart
@JordT
@Bumblebee

Unsuccessful:
@drakewantstogo
@axorz
@Suicidal4Ever
@21Neberg
@Jen0804
@Querry1
@L0ne1ygh0st
@Ifisieyoung

Here is another unsuccessful attempt. Notf1xable

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/started-my-fast.25388/
 
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justwantdeath

Member
Dec 13, 2019
78
With SN does it matter if you take more than 25g? Say I took 50. Would that change anything or would it just increase the likelihood of ctb?
 
charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494
With SN does it matter if you take more than 25g? Say I took 50. Would that change anything or would it just increase the likelihood of ctb?
25g is already more than you need. if you take more than that you will be more likely to vomit and sabotage the attempt
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I'm not passing judgement on any single user, but we also have to keep in mind that prolife people have been known to try to dissuade us from using popular methods and dealers. I would guess some of the "failures" could be "good Samaritans" trying to avert us from using it.
That's what I think sometimes. But it's in us to trust or not.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
@Neville1 That's an effort that is greatly appreciated. There are many people who ask this question. I feel this is one article that should be pinned
Popping up again? Add Stan to the successful list.
 
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Neville1

Student
Aug 26, 2019
170
Despite saying I wouldn't, I'm updating the list one more time. The member posts provide information about preparations and the circumstances and consequences of failing.

Of course some of the narratives may be false but many more have to be genuine. It should be treasured that some choose to spend their final moments sharing on this forum. At least 10 of these deaths can be confirmed by either news report or obituary and surely some members could confirm more but don't to guard anonymity. I don't provide links but most are found using information in this thread.

Once again peace and hugs to those bereaved, those missing the departed and to those considering this method. RIP to those who have left.

For those looking for a description of SN passing, @Sideswipe provides a mostly overlooked eyewitness narrative of being with someone and @Lotus1818 narrates being on a videocall with @Moonicide.
@X-Kid tells of not attempting but sipping some SN and being taken to hospital

My thanks to all who helped with finding names, including but not limited to @malummo, @throwaway_2620, @Raggas, @Soul, @Mainlænder , @Science Is Scary, @Rdc.

successful:
@Geesuicide
@Minudah
@Eden2k
@Crest33
@Wantingpeace
@Kakabushi
@Tristesse
@Funkygibbon
@Whatshername
@Northerngirl1965
@Edrudd
@zadig777
@Purple777
@Jackblade
@Kemis
@Spartacus00
@Kukubananas
@LuxelDrief
@Lunaemoth
@Lunar
@melanar
@peaceminusbts
@Karangel25
@Davy
@JustOverIt
@Cloudz
@Zal
@Groovy123
@Rocksandsand
@Godofdeathftw
@bubbletea
@Suicidal4Ever
@Vegrau
@Hurry
@Kvothe_alThor
@Oblivion Lover
@spiderman_32
@shango
@Leaving soon
@metalchic_74
@Stan
@timetogo
@AnxiouslyDepressed
@SoupSnakes
@trynacbt
@daikon
@Neverod
@Crystal Labeija
@Kronos
@khw777
@CrushedHopes
@BleedingHeart
@JordT
@Bumblebee
@SpecialK
@heylightiforgot
@isam
@Alchemist
@Sonnenblume
@Readytoendit
@windingdown
@Escaper Boy
@epil
@LASTUSER
@MeltingHeart
@NeCkDeEp
@BPD_LE
@Tearygirl
@gambardella
@Rena rossy
@NotGoneButNotHere
@Moonicide
@TiredOfLife95
@6ixxy

Unsuccessful:
@drakewantstogo
@axorz
@Suicidal4Ever
@21Neberg
@Jen0804
@Querry1
@L0ne1ygh0st
@Ifisieyoung
@clover___
@ultraviolet sin
@Notf1xable
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
RIP
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Despite saying I wouldn't, I'm updating the list one more time. The member posts provide information about preparations and the circumstances and consequences of failing.

Of course some of the narratives may be false but many more have to be genuine. It should be treasured that some choose to spend their final moments sharing on this forum. At least 10 of these deaths can be confirmed by either news report or obituary and surely some members could confirm more but don't to guard anonymity. I don't provide links but most are found using information in this thread.

Once again peace and hugs to those bereaved, those missing the departed and to those considering this method. RIP to those who have left.

For those looking for a description of SN passing, @Sideswipe provides a mostly overlooked eyewitness narrative of being with someone and @Lotus1818 narrates being on a videocall with @Moonicide.
@X-Kid tells of not attempting but sipping some SN and being taken to hospital

My thanks to all who helped with finding names, including but not limited to @malummo, @throwaway_2620, @Raggas, @Soul, @Mainlænder , @Science Is Scary, @Rdc.

successful:
@Geesuicide
@Minudah
@Eden2k
@Crest33
@Wantingpeace
@Kakabushi
@Tristesse
@Funkygibbon
@Whatshername
@Northerngirl1965
@Edrudd
@zadig777
@Purple777
@Jackblade
@Kemis
@Spartacus00
@Kukubananas
@LuxelDrief
@Lunaemoth
@Lunar
@melanar
@peaceminusbts
@Karangel25
@Davy
@JustOverIt
@Cloudz
@Zal
@Groovy123
@Rocksandsand
@Godofdeathftw
@bubbletea
@Suicidal4Ever
@Vegrau
@Hurry
@Kvothe_alThor
@Oblivion Lover
@spiderman_32
@shango
@Leaving soon
@metalchic_74
@Stan
@timetogo
@AnxiouslyDepressed
@SoupSnakes
@trynacbt
@daikon
@Neverod
@Crystal Labeija
@Kronos
@khw777
@CrushedHopes
@BleedingHeart
@JordT
@Bumblebee
@SpecialK
@heylightiforgot
@isam
@Alchemist
@Sonnenblume
@Readytoendit
@windingdown
@Escaper Boy
@epil
@LASTUSER
@MeltingHeart
@NeCkDeEp
@BPD_LE
@Tearygirl
@gambardella
@Rena rossy
@NotGoneButNotHere
@Moonicide
@TiredOfLife95
@6ixxy

Unsuccessful:
@drakewantstogo
@axorz
@Suicidal4Ever
@21Neberg
@Jen0804
@Querry1
@L0ne1ygh0st
@Ifisieyoung
@clover___
@ultraviolet sin
@Notf1xable
God I fucking hate to be in the 'unsuccessful' list. If only...
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
798
God I fucking hate to be in the 'unsuccessful' list. If only...
If you don't mind me asking what happened? If you don't want to talk about it I understand too.
 
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21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
If you don't mind me asking what happened? If you don't want to talk about it I understand too.
I had done everything according to plan, however my lips and fingers turned blue extremely quickly, and someone came home early and saw my blue lips and called an ambulance. I had to stay on the intensive care unit for 24 hours and I was 'saved'.
That's the extremely short version. I don't mind you asking, feel free to ask anything.
 
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Cutepoison

Losing all hope was freedom
Dec 22, 2019
191
I had done everything according to plan, however my lips and fingers turned blue extremely quickly, and someone came home early and saw my blue lips and called an ambulance. I had to stay on the intensive care unit for 24 hours and I was 'saved'.
That's the extremely short version. I don't mind you asking, feel free to ask anything.
Hey, I'm wondering, was it painful? I've read that drinking sn gives this burning sensation. Did you lose consciousness?
 
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Tasdevil

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
Would like to learn more about this method I never heard of this method until I found this page.
 
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Rhyme

Sleep now and carry on into the black of the night
Jan 18, 2020
41
Would like to learn more about this method I never heard of this method until I found this page.
Stan's Guide to SN
Quarky's SN FAQ
Success/Failures in Google Doc format
Mooni's CTB documented by Lotus
 
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21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Hey, I'm wondering, was it painful? I've read that drinking sn gives this burning sensation. Did you lose consciousness?
It wasn't painful at all. I remember feeling dizzy and a bit sick, but definitely not sick to the point that all I could do was lay on my bed. I felt fine enough. I have a killing cold right now, honestly this is worse.
I did lose consciousness, took about 20 minutes from ingesting. I was still conscious when the paramedics arrived though, sucks because they were rather mean people.
 
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Cevapcici

Student
Dec 30, 2018
146
It wasn't painful at all. I remember feeling dizzy and a bit sick, but definitely not sick to the point that all I could do was lay on my bed. I felt fine enough. I have a killing cold right now, honestly this is worse.
I did lose consciousness, took about 20 minutes from ingesting. I was still conscious when the paramedics arrived though, sucks because they were rather mean people.
What about nausea ? :/ Any feeling like you want to vomit but it's not coming out ? I'm worried about having this feeling I the last minutes of my existence if I choose this method .
 
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rntmss

rntmss

Taking it one day at a time
Feb 7, 2020
197
I was always under the assumption that unless you're rescued and administered medication, your body has no natural way to reverse the changes to your blood.
 
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Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
I was always under the assumption that unless you're rescued and administered medication, your body has no natural way to reverse the changes to your blood.
The body constantly reverse metHb to Hb . Please read etc . The amount of SN overwhelms that process (we take too much for body to cope) .

What about nausea ? :/ Any feeling like you want to vomit but it's not coming out ? I'm worried about having this feeling I the last minutes of my existing if I choose this method .
Take AE long regimen if possible/desired .
 
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rntmss

Taking it one day at a time
Feb 7, 2020
197
The body constantly reverse metHb to Hb . Please read etc . The amount of SN overwhelms that process (we take too much for body to cope) .


Take AE long regimen if possible/desired .
Sorry I should have phrased it differently, that's what I meant. Your body is so overwhelmed thay it can't reverse the changes
 
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21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
What about nausea ? :/ Any feeling like you want to vomit but it's not coming out ? I'm worried about having this feeling I the last minutes of my existence if I choose this method .
Well I was shaking on my knees, so I really wasn't able to walk straight. But I didn't feel like I was going to vomit though. Not at all. Mind you though - I was on oxygen and shit in an ambulance before I got to my last minutes. So maybe that prevented me from throwing up.
In the end the most painful thing was the treatment at the intensive care unit, the attempt itself wasn't so bad physically.
 
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