Maybe it is my last day alive today

[Emilia1012]

I decided to not ctb today. For my dad

I think as humans there is only so much suffering we have the capacity to deal with before we fall into despair. We all deserve to find peace and this life can simply be so cruel. It can be hard though to leave because of others. To end our own pain it passes it on to someone else I get that. I wish you the best.

I agree. We have to decide to continue to suffer or to make others suffer... it is really bad. I wish I had nobody that loved me so I could just calmly ctb

 

[WornOutLife]

Hi Emi!! I'm sorry you're feeling like this!

My best advice for you is that if you're not 100% sure, don't do it.
There's no turning back from ctb and if you fail, life will be hell for a long time. I don't want you to be in the hellish situation I used to be in.

Death is patiently waiting for us so, we can always die another day.

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

 

[Emilia1012]

Hi Emi!! I'm sorry you're feeling like this!

My best advice for you is that if you're not 100% sure, don't do it.
There's no turning back from ctb and if you fail, life will be hell for a long time. I don't want you to be in the hellish situation I used to be in.

Death is patiently waiting for us so, we can always die another day.

Whatever happens, I wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

Hi Matt ,Thank you. I sent you private message, hope you can read it in free moment