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Would you get dolled up before CBT?

  • Yes

    Votes: 13 46.4%
  • No

    Votes: 15 53.6%

  • Total voters
    28
meiteki

meiteki

Member
Dec 7, 2024
17
Odd question, is it weird to plan to put on makeup and dress nicely before I commit? I'm not sure why but at least in my final moments i want to be presented njcely
 
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idhayam

idhayam

not my world ❦
Sep 23, 2023
44
Unfortunately my method involves my head being wrapped around in a bag so it would be pointless, but I do plan to wear my favourite dress so that my suicide is "softer" in some way…
 
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meiteki

meiteki

Member
Dec 7, 2024
17
Unfortunately my method involves my head being wrapped around in a bag so it would be pointless, but I do plan to wear my favourite dress so that my suicide is "softer" in some way…
I also thought about the bag method so I see that haha, Ill probably also go in with a nice dress or soft skirt, it just seems gentler for everyone I know exactly what you're saying
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,304
I don't think it's weird. I've heard other people say it too. It isn't something I'd bother with but then, I rarely bothered in life either! Why make my death any different? Lol.

That said, in terms of trying to be as considerate as I can to those poor sods who come along to clean up the mess, I want to help them out as best I can. I want to be physically clean. Wear an adult nappy and put down heavy plastic sheeting underneath me.
 
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meiteki

meiteki

Member
Dec 7, 2024
17
I don't think it's weird. I've heard other people say it too. It isn't something I'd bother with but then, I rarely bothered in life either! Why make my death any different? Lol.

That said, in terms of trying to be as considerate as I can to those poor sods who come along to clean up the mess, I want to help them out as best I can. I want to be physically clean. Wear an adult nappy and put down heavy plastic sheeting underneath me.
Adult diaper is actually so smart thanks for that one, I do want it to be easy on everyone, as easy as something of that nature can be
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
Not weird at all 🙂
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
I already don't wear makeup so why would I wear it for when I ctb? Putting lipstick on a pig isn't going to make them any less ugly.
 
meiteki

meiteki

Member
Dec 7, 2024
17
I already don't wear makeup so why would I wear it for when I ctb? Putting lipstick on a pig isn't going to make them any less ugly.
I also feel this, it's kinda weird for me to even consider it because I'd like to be cremated if possible? I just got morbidly curious I suppose
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
thank you 💓
You are most welcome, sending you hugs. Although I don't think I'll doll-up, I'll definitely make an effort too. All the best, pretty one 🫶
 
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savory

Student
Nov 25, 2024
120
Not odd. I plan on showering, shaving, applying some deodorant and nail polish. Then into some clean jammies.

Wear an adult nappy
That is a good idea lol Only I wish they sold them in singles. I plan to fast beforehand at least and put something down to catch any possible fluids.
 
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flesh object

flesh object

Bread
Feb 15, 2023
42
Life includes the happy side and the not-so happy side. Unfortunately, we get put on the wrong side of the wall. Sometimes, overcoming that wall is seemingly impossible; however, even if the surroundings look bleak, it is still okay to find a spot that we can die; just a little more beautifully.
 
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meiteki

meiteki

Member
Dec 7, 2024
17
Life includes the happy side and the not-so happy side. Unfortunately, we get put on the wrong side of the wall. Sometimes, overcoming that wall is seemingly impossible; however, even if the surroundings look bleak, it is still okay to find a spot that we can die; just a little more beautifully.
I agree, I sometimes think I was only meant to spread a few lessons and then go, I'm ready now to just lie down and let peace overtake me forever now
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,820
yeah, when I first attempted, I made sure to dress up myself and read the Bible~ :) I don't remember whether I did anything else special tho~ so no, it's not weird at all, and I, too, hope to die pure! ^_^
 
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