Make A Friend megathread

[kivacs-rei]

Hey, I am looking for friends here at SaSu. I'm in my late 30s, queer woman with disability. I love tv (weird sci fi, think orphan black, severance, fringe etc. always looking for new recommendations!), love a movie, enjoy pop/indie/folk music, and reading if I can put away my phone.

I spend a lot of time walking in cemeteries when I'm well enough.

I live in Australia and don't mind where you are from.

 

[PugnaEnjoyer2137]

Hi
I'm looking to chat with anyone here. I'm M from Europe, in my mid 20's. I enjoy metal music, neofolk and some electronic music. I like philosophy and poetry. Used to watch some animes when I was younger.
I enjoy working out, and used to do martial arts as well - now on hiatus.
I'm willing to talk about anything, from past experiences to recovery. Or just random silly stuff.

 

[1br4h1m]

i'm 18. i'm from alaska
i mostly hangout with friends, play games, walk, listen to music, and smoke weed.
i'm dealing with trauma and addictions. most days i feel genuinely subhuman and like i don't exist.
feel free to pm me if you wanna talk about anything

 

[overlyelusive]

Hey, i'm a 30 year old trans woman. I like jrpgs like final fantasy and pokemon and i like anime sometimes like madoka magica. thoughts of ctb undeniably on my mind but regardless it's always nice to make friends and chat for a while. Open to talking about whatever really.

 

[likeblueberries]

Hey, everyone. I'm a South American guy, early 20s. Currently going to college, trying to get very healthy after years of self-destructive habits (drugs, a severe ED, among other shit).

I have a few close friends and a great girlfriend but I've always had issues opening up or even talking about anything remotely personal offline. It's just embarrassing and makes me feel like a helpless bullied child again.

I'd really like to meet someone I can share anecdotes with, not necessarily related to suicide or mental health although these two things do cross my mind very often. I like Listening to others, I can even be a bit nosey if I truly care about them because I want to help them navigate the world and do well. That being said, I am quite asocial and have gone days without speaking a single word to anyone except clerks at Local stores and beggars.

I don't have a lot of specific things to mention in terms of my hobbies. I play the guitar to an acceptable level and try to sing. I also play sports whenever I can and lift weights. My true passion is music although I've never shared my songs with anyone lol. After losing my job I've spent most of my days listening to music (indie, rap and ambient mostly) and reading about historical events.

 

[floweryrosee]

Hi! I'm 25F living in Europe. You can call me flower (Obviously not my real name for safety reasons) but I love flowers lol. I study in uni living by my own.
My hobbies are video games and painting. I love games and it's been a big passion for me since many years back. My favorite games are The evil within, Resident evil 4 remake and outlast 1. I loved playing GTA5 online.
I love music too it's my only escape when things are down I listen to it everyday. I love going outside when I can to get some sun now in the summer but I haven't been consistent with it lately due to some issues happening in my life. I enjoy watching movies and YouTube I guess that's what I do most of the days now in a break.
Personality I'm shy I don't talk much irl I think maybe im a bit of an introvert. But when I get more confortable around people I tend to be more relaxed.
I'm pretty much lonely tbh I don't have any friends I hope I can connect with some good people here so feel free to PM.
Also I'm new to this site I don't know how to navigate through it sometimes so bare with me!

 

[settling]

I'm on my phone so sorry about the grammar.
Hi. I'm settling. But you can call me set or something. Whatever you wish.
I'm 20. Was born a male. I'm not interested in talking about my gender but that is my biological sex. I'm an American. I have Aspergers Syndrome (diagnosed age 4, now in the Autism spectrum), ADD (now ADHD, diagnosed at a similar time), Dysthymia, General Anxiety Disorder, Psychosis not specified (although I don't really get any symptoms anymore), Gender Identity Disorder/Gender Dysphoria and Agoraphobia.
I'm currently enrolled in community college about to get my associates (one term left) and transfer to a good 4 year soon studying Computer Science, I particularly really like compiler theory, reverse engineering, operating systems… anything low level I really like. The programming languages I know personally are C/++, x86 (assembly) and Rust. My own niche field I like is binary analysis and obfuscation. I can yap endlessly about computers but I'll stop there lol.
I play video games sometimes but most of the time they don't really hold my interest very long. I like all types of games but my favorite ones right now are Milsims like squad and paradox games (grand strategy, like hearts of iron 4 and such) if you forced me to name my favorite game though it'd either be Donkey Kong Country 2 or Lisa the Painful.
I also have other interests.
My depression and suicidal ideation first came about I think since the third grade and in the 5th grade I did get hospitalized where all my mom's knives were locked up and stuff. I feel like an alien everywhere I go and I don't like really anything about myself and I try my best to fix it by volunteering and going to support groups but I just can't handle the outside world.

Please message me if you want someone to vent to or just want casual conversation I'm fine with really whatever. I'd prefer if we exchanged some other messaging service like Discord or Telegram instead of just talking through the private chats here.
Thanks for rewarding

 

[littleearthquakes]

I'm in my late 30s in the US. Queer, genderqueer, ace. Very left leaning and into disability rights.

I'm severely disabled and chronically ill with degenerative conditions and a lot of pain and trauma. Also autistic and mentally ill. The medical stuff is the main thing that wrecks me. Currently bedbound.

No immediate plans but want to be able to talk about it generally and be able to be hopeless and depressed about things without pity, advice, or forced positivity. Most people can't hold space for me so that's why I come here.

I'm happy to be there for what others go through in return. I try to be empathetic and a good listener. Mutual support and engagement is awesome.

I enjoy deep convos but also like to talk about hobbies and nerdy things. Love music and TV. Making playlists. Cozy gaming. Used to be a writer and sort of still am.

Feel free to send a message if you think we might get along. Prefer Discord if we connect.

 

[Cyaneed]

F, born in the 80's, Norway.

Would like a friend from Scandinavia (preferably Norway) to talk about everything and nothing. I understand Swedish and Danish too.

 

[iwanttodie019]

hello everypony!!!

my name is lani, 19f, and i'm from a city in western new york

i LOVE tv shows, one of my favorites being my little pony <3 i also love the amazing digital circus, squid game + so much more !!

i also really like visual novels, such as magical warrior diamond heart, blooming panic, doki doki literature club, married in red, killer chat + alot more :)

some hobbies i like to do are drawing, writing, singing, going on walks, smoking weed, ect

i've been on this website since april 9th, and i'm planning on ctb soon, but until then i'm here to read your stories, provide comfort, and make some friends

feel free to send me a private message if you wanna chat 𖹭

ps: i don't care about your age but it would be preferred if im friends with someone who's also around 19

Why are you suicidal if you do not mind me asking?

 

[iwanttodie019]

hello!!! I go by pearl :) I'm 21f queer and a psych major at uni. I'm American (east coast) :P

I'd like to make a friend. It's really cool to learn about people and their stories.

Interests: I'm not incredibly niche or anything but I have a big affinity with music I love a lot of stuff but 70s rock and 90s alt are my main go-tos. Always open to hearing out new music tho. I love learning abt psychology, but my favorite subgenre is biopsych, brain biology is cool!!

thanks for reading, message me if u think we'll get along c:

hey may i know why you want to ctb?

 

[iwanttodie019]

I'm a 36-year-old woman from Europe. I love reading pretty much anything, but thrillers and queer literature are my favorites. I love animals, especially dogs. Lately, I've been dealing with some physical health issues that are really affecting my mood. I've also been feeling pretty lonely. Sometimes, being lonely doesn't necessarily mean you're alone or don't have people around you. It means you don't find people you can truly understand or connect with. Feel free to talk to me anytime

hey may i know why you are suicidal?

Hello, I'm 25 M and I live in the NE US. I like piano, guitar, and 80s alternative music (I love the smiths), running, and being outdoors. I spend a lot of time hiking.
I like talking to people here because I'm really bad at it in real life. I love animals. I like old movies. The TV show Psych. SpongeBob. I hate the sun and the heat. I like nighttime and winter.

Same here

Hi! I'm 25F living in Europe. You can call me flower (Obviously not my real name for safety reasons) but I love flowers lol. I study in uni living by my own.
My hobbies are video games and painting. I love games and it's been a big passion for me since many years back. My favorite games are The evil within, Resident evil 4 remake and outlast 1. I loved playing GTA5 online.
I love music too it's my only escape when things are down I listen to it everyday. I love going outside when I can to get some sun now in the summer but I haven't been consistent with it lately due to some issues happening in my life. I enjoy watching movies and YouTube I guess that's what I do most of the days now in a break.
Personality I'm shy I don't talk much irl I think maybe im a bit of an introvert. But when I get more confortable around people I tend to be more relaxed.
I'm pretty much lonely tbh I don't have any friends I hope I can connect with some good people here so feel free to PM.
Also I'm new to this site I don't know how to navigate through it sometimes so bare with me!

Hey mai know why you are suicidal?

 

[JustADeerGirl]

22 year old transgender woman from Finland
I like video games, programming, music, and discussing deeper topics
I play Team Fortress 2, Deadlock and a number of other games on occasion
Looking for almost anyone to talk to, but preferably other finns

 

[blackorchid]

hi! my name is Luna, 23F from mexico. i really don't know what to say, but i love rock music I guess! and I've been depressed for such a long time that I don't recall any hobbies... I liked writing and doing collages but the most I have been able to do recently are coloring book pages haha.

i'm here if anyone wants to chat or has any similar interests by chance! i'm mostly a listener...

posting again, oops

 

[chloeburbank]

f20 from california, been feeling lonely recently since ive been away from most of my ppl for summer classes. a little about me, i really love cats (my apartment manager doesnt allow pets ) my music taste consists of bedroom pop, indie, electronic, and underground rap. i also like to play roblox from time to time. looking for anyone to talk to about anything really. big plus if ur also from cali!

 

[graqq]

hi. 19m, from moldova. mainly speak russian, and i never really had experience speaking english so i might struggle a little. im quiet clingy, shy, not very talkative and stuff at first. i love listeting to music. mostly like jane remover/lucy bedroque but i also like indie/alternative.
also im mostly online from the evening to like 8am(my time) but i am open to shift it.
dont have any hobbies, but used to do programming and stuff a couple of years ago.

i would want to find someone who i can be incredibly honest and open with. spend daily some time together(my mood gets incredibly bad if i wont spend some time with a good friend in a day)
someone with similar taste/interests(because i think i find it harder to talk to someone with different interests but anyone can prove me wrong)
someone i can play pretty much any videogame(from roblox to cs to stardew valley?). im broke so i prefer pirating, but i can buy if its needed.
someone i can watch something(anime?, but im open to watch anything else). i havent watched much stuff so you can open something great and new for me.

if you know a better way for me to find a good friend text me as well please.
please feel free to text me even after some time(saying this because i do that)

 

[Keanu789]

@ssfox, you responded to my post but some mod closed it and I can't respond there. I'm also not able to DM you, not sure why. If you get this let me know. I'm around Chiba, too.

 

[passthisnote]

f20 from california, been feeling lonely recently since ive been away from most of my ppl for summer classes. a little about me, i really love cats (my apartment manager doesnt allow pets ) my music taste consists of bedroom pop, indie, electronic, and underground rap. i also like to play roblox from time to time. looking for anyone to talk to about anything really. big plus if ur also from cali!

i'm 19m also from cali and like underground rap

hi. 19m, from moldova. mainly speak russian, and i never really had experience speaking english so i might struggle a little. im quiet clingy, shy, not very talkative and stuff at first. i love listeting to music. mostly like jane remover/lucy bedroque but i also like indie/alternative.
also im mostly online from the evening to like 8am(my time) but i am open to shift it.
dont have any hobbies, but used to do programming and stuff a couple of years ago.

i would want to find someone who i can be incredibly honest and open with. spend daily some time together(my mood gets incredibly bad if i wont spend some time with a good friend in a day)
someone with similar taste/interests(because i think i find it harder to talk to someone with different interests but anyone can prove me wrong)
someone i can play pretty much any videogame(from roblox to cs to stardew valley?). im broke so i prefer pirating, but i can buy if its needed.
someone i can watch something(anime?, but im open to watch anything else). i havent watched much stuff so you can open something great and new for me.

if you cant pm here, add me on discord: luciddth
if you know a better way for me to find a good friend text me as well please.
please feel free to text me even after some time(saying this because i do that)

we the same age i'm glad to see other lucy listeners on here fr

 

[iwanttodie019]

Hi, I'm 20M from England.

I've got autism and C-PTSD. Usually I just stay indoors. I wouldn't say I'm shy but definitely socially atypical. I don't go out much so I usually just stay indoors making songs and playing games in my PlayStation.

Before I was an indoor cat, I usually just went out a lot but it was usually with a goal in end like collecting something from FB Marketplace or something to give myself plans. But it was always about the journey than the destination

Interested in making some friends, preferably from England too but I don't mind tbh.

I don't like this word but I sort of have "trust issues", I don't know how to explain it but I find friendships rather uncomfortable so I have been trying to consciously be more 'genuinely' open in getting to know others, as I often looked like I don't care about them when I did.

I'm NEET at the moment, was an electrician but didn't work out due to circumstances out of my control. Might pursue music in college but I don't consider music that interesting. It's more to channel my energy than a hobby really, but it's something to do.

I'm quite laidback or stiff on the outside but quite mentally turbulent. Most of my anxiety just comes from how much I don't fit in. I don't feel scared of talking to people tho.

In terms of CTB. I do feel like I should do it. I don't necessarily want to but if I decide I won't do it then I'll have to live with my past decisions with people I can't make up with.

If you're down to chat, that's calm lmk. I don't talk about suicide much outside of this forum as it is quite exhausting to talk about.

May I know why you got CPTSD if you are comfortable disclosing?

 

[honeydippin]

I dont know if im doing this particularly right as im quite new here,

you can call me bowie, im 18
I can say im a Otaku, and I enjoy hardcore techno, decora kei junk. I draw, and like sharing music to people and showing my cds
I dont know how to define myself as much because I feel like im quite boring

and I basically am a very reserved person.. I need a friend to talk to before I make my very decision by the end of the year , I am a clingy person unfortunately tho

 

[Moroze]

May I know why you got CPTSD if you are comfortable disclosing?

You keep asking people very personal questions in public threads. Most people are not going to feel comfortable opening up about something that private in a public space. If someone wants to share those experiences, they should be able to do so on their own terms or in a private conversation where they feel safe.

Please be mindful of the boundaries around sensitive topics and avoid asking people to disclose personal stuff unless they have chosen to talk about in a private conversation.

 

[sulkygirl]

You can all me Alice (not my real name but close enough). I'm 20 and queer. I'm into TADC, Helluva/Hazbin, Heartstopper, Doctor Who, Adventure Time, Good Mythical Morning, and Class of '09, Sasaki and Miyano. I used to draw comics but stopped when I fell into depression. I've been writing a story lately about a girl like me who suffers an abusive relationship. I don't want to CTB anymore but I'm looking to recover.

 

[yamiyams]

Hi everyone,

I'm in my late 20's, I'm a man, and I live in Canada. I'm looking for people that are like-minded.

I like grey skies, rain, and wind. I always go on walks when it's like that outside. I would like to live somewhere where it is like that all of the time. I despise summer.
I like hiking. The best moments of my life have been spontaneous hikes to the middle of nowhere.
I am a classics student and my main goal in life is to learn all I can about the ancient world.
I've never had a job and I'm scared to get one. I'm self-conscious about not contributing to society.
Video games used to be my life but I don't play them much any more. I used to love FPS games. I like retro video games because they remind me of a simpler time.
I also used to browse imageboards and watch edgy livestreams. So you can tell what my sense of humor is.
I love reading but I can't remember anything I read.
I wish I could escape the internet, but the internet is my life.
I am addicted to internet politics but I have deeply anachronistic views. I'm not sure I believe in anything.
I like rock music, metal, blues, and ambient music. Mostly stuff from the 50s-early 90s.
I like action movies and anything historical.
I am a very nostalgic person. I like anything old, and hate everything new (post-2014). I wish I could live in my happy memories of the past forever.

I am tortured by regrets. I don't like my life very much. I haven't liked myself since I was 12 years old. I have wasted so much of my potential.
I am a pushover, and because of that I find myself getting involved with people I don't like very much. I have been hurt/let myself be hurt by many people and I hate how I betrayed myself for the sake of others.
I don't like most of the people in my life very much, but I need them.
I oscillate between thinking most people are irredeemably stupid, and thinking that only I am irredeemably stupid. I'm an A student but I feel like a fraud.
I get very jealous when I read the writing of others. They're usually more articulate than me.
I think I'm ugly and I wish I was pretty. When people compliment me I think they are insincere. I am very shy and I tend to giggle a lot to hide my awkwardness. I rarely stand up for myself and I am usually playing a character when I meet people irl because I'm so insecure.
I'm anorexic.
I value freedom and self-sufficiency yet I rely on government welfare. I live with my parents. I fantasize about running away and dying in the jungle.
I recognize that I have to fix myself, yet I still hope another person will come and fix me.
I have OCD. I have physical health problems everywhere which make my life painful. I was a NEET for 3 years and did nothing but sit on the computer.

I ignore people when they ask too much of me. I hide my feelings when I have problems with others or I disagree. I don't like when people impose on me or try to get me to do things or believe things that I don't want to do or believe. I try to be a "good person."

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