burninghill
Specialist
- Dec 2, 2025
- 381
This happens too often.
I'm addicted to nicotine but the only pouches I have are too strong for me to take realistically without being sick. I feel uncomfortable if I'm not using so I had to.
Almost every time I stand I almost pass out so, probably not very smart to be making myself nic-sick every day. I had to run out of watching a film with my boyfriend because I was getting insane stomach cramps, dizzy and felt like I was going to throw up. I took a starburst to the bathroom with me to get some sugar in me but I just feel so pathetic and weak.
It's not serious I mean, it's a bit pathetic to be complaining over nic-sickness but it's really terrible. My whole body is shaky and I can barely walk right now.
I can't sleep. It's 4.41am and I took some herbal nytol because I was addicted to DPH which is in 'normal' sleep medications, but it's not working. Probably isn't helping. I sleep through breakfast and lunch so I've only been having dinner if I can be bothered. Usually it's just… crisps or sweets or whatever I have in my bedroom.
I don't know what to do with myself. I've become a really pathetic human being.
I'm addicted to nicotine but the only pouches I have are too strong for me to take realistically without being sick. I feel uncomfortable if I'm not using so I had to.
Almost every time I stand I almost pass out so, probably not very smart to be making myself nic-sick every day. I had to run out of watching a film with my boyfriend because I was getting insane stomach cramps, dizzy and felt like I was going to throw up. I took a starburst to the bathroom with me to get some sugar in me but I just feel so pathetic and weak.
It's not serious I mean, it's a bit pathetic to be complaining over nic-sickness but it's really terrible. My whole body is shaky and I can barely walk right now.
I can't sleep. It's 4.41am and I took some herbal nytol because I was addicted to DPH which is in 'normal' sleep medications, but it's not working. Probably isn't helping. I sleep through breakfast and lunch so I've only been having dinner if I can be bothered. Usually it's just… crisps or sweets or whatever I have in my bedroom.
I don't know what to do with myself. I've become a really pathetic human being.
