Lost my perfect ctb partner

[Xanabby]

So... It's been a long time since I came here and, to my surprise, I had a message from a lesbian women *I am too* inviting me to a ctb party near my area Preferred method SN just like me!
It would have been just PERFECT and
I hate myself that I haven't seen the message before it was too late! I can't believe it I am so distressed rn
She is dead. Dead. I write her all the time in pm, knowing that she will never ever read it.
I am happy for her that she found peace and is free from this world.
Sorry I needed to vent.
This is what I am talking about

 

[diy-event]

So... It's been a long time since I came here and, to my surprise, I had a message from a lesbian women *I am too* inviting me to a ctb party near my area Preferred method SN just like me!
It would have been just PERFECT and
I hate myself that I haven't seen the message before it was too late! I can't believe it I am so distressed rn
She is dead. Dead. I write her all the time in pm, knowing that she will never ever read it.
I am happy for her that she found peace and is free from this world.
Sorry I needed to vent.
This is what I am talking about

Reading the photo, it sounds like it was quite a party. Did everyone CTB - there were mentions of CTB and hanging - I am suprised it didn't make the news media kind of experience

 

[Avisagia]

wow, im sorry for ya. (its always sucks not to be part of the party haha )

 

[nomoredolor]

So... It's been a long time since I came here and, to my surprise, I had a message from a lesbian women *I am too* inviting me to a ctb party near my area Preferred method SN just like me!
It would have been just PERFECT and
I hate myself that I haven't seen the message before it was too late! I can't believe it I am so distressed rn
She is dead. Dead. I write her all the time in pm, knowing that she will never ever read it.
I am happy for her that she found peace and is free from this world.
Sorry I needed to vent.
This is what I am talking about

Different circumstances but I also lost my Ctb partner who became my best friend and I was falling in love with. Now he's dead. My heart is broken and I have to die alone. I will at least be thinking about him and looking at his photo.

So sorry about your friend and the missed opportunity. I understand what you mean messaging even tho they will never read it. Our chat has become a crypt.

Anna

 

[rozeske]

For some reason some of us had assumed that account was likely fake.

 

[destinationlosangel]

For some reason some of us had assumed that account was likely fake.

wow i wonder if it was in fact false. Cuz it felt too good to be true. But whoa now that is the dream if u have the right people.

 

[enditplz]

I don't think you missed anything. It's hard enough finding 1 person to ctb with that won't flake, yet this person found a group of 4-5? And going to the middle of nowhere to ctb sounds nice, but also sounds like a perfect place to assault and murder someone. It was probably a guy pretending to be a lesbian to lure some unsuspecting female to the mountains to do sick things to.

 

[Xanabby]

wow, im sorry for ya. (its always sucks not to be part of the party haha )

Maybe I should throw my own party then :)

I don't think you missed anything. It's hard enough finding 1 person to ctb with that won't flake, yet this person found a group of 4-5? And going to the middle of nowhere to ctb sounds nice, but also sounds like a perfect place to assault and murder someone. It was probably a guy pretending to be a lesbian to lure some unsuspecting female to the mountains to do sick things to.

I would have asked for a video chat. Still it's better to think that it would have been a horrible trap so that I don't regret it as much as I do...