I wasn't looking to make friends, much less expected to do so on a forum about suicide but it ended up happening naturally.
I already considered
@CommitSudoku as a great friend, with whom I could vent, get advice and feel understood.
It's a shame that ctb took her away because she was a really great person and had a really genuine soul. She only wished good for everyone. But she didn't see herself that way because of her depression.
I'm going to miss her terribly, today I feel like the world just got sadder, emptier. I wish I could have done more to help her. I was not prepared for her to leave.
But I respect her decision and hope that she has finally found peace for her tremendous pain.
It is never too late to turn things around but for her it was too late.
Rest in peace my dear friend

You will always be in my thoughts.