Help Looking for a pill that knock me out in over dose right before i hang.

[Escapee]

I am thinking about hanging. I tried it before I couldn't overcome my SI and the pain. I am thinking if I manage to pass out while the rope is over my neck I may solve the problem. Is there any pill you suggest help me pass out in over dose With minimal side effect. Also if there is any potential risk involved with this technic I know I may vomit.

I am also thinking using ketamine and propofol IV,the general anesthesia But I am not sure if the combination help me pass out.

 

[SenseOfLoss]

Been considering this for a long time...… perhaps just benzos and diphenhydramine and ambien? My only problem is that I don't have an anchor point in my apartment for full suspension, just partial….

 

[Escapee]

May be propofol?