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Carrot2775

New Member
Mar 31, 2026
1
Hello everyone 👋

Does anyone have any insight into crushing pills before CTB?

I've got a bit of a mixture of drugs and I am uncertain about the particular order and other details. My whole plan is multimodal in the sense that it targets different systems of the body (respiration, blood sugar, asphyxiation, cardiac). It may seem overly determined, however, that is purposeful to ensure death. The idea is that each individual assault on the different systems of the body should be enough to CTB independently. The chances of surviving not just one but multiple systematic assaults should ensure near 100% success.

Anti Nausea Medication - Ondansetron (Zofran)
I'm planning on taking taking 25 4mg tablets crushed (100mg total) of ondansetron (Zofran) 40 minutes before CTB to minimise/eliminate possible vomiting from the bitter taste and harshness of the lethal drug cocktail. Ideally, I would also have a dopamine anti-nausea medication like metoclopramide, prochlorperazine, domperidone, and haloperidol, however they are difficult to acquire where I am.

Can anyone see any issues or any possible negative implication of this?

I've also got 262.5mg of zopiclone (hypnotic sleeping pill) that I'm gonna take too. I was thinking of taking this T-40 min before CTB as well.
What are your thoughts?


Lethal Cocktail
I'm not sure if I can post the specifics of the drugs that I'm gonna take but it includes these classes:
  • opiates
  • benzos
  • insulin
  • TCA's
  • SSRI's
  • antidiarrheal
My question is would crushing and mixing the pills together then drinking then deactivate them or interact in a way that would make them less toxic when absorbed?

Let me know what you think. I really apreciate any and all feedback, ideas, thoughts, etc.
 
5karlet

5karlet

🛌
Feb 13, 2024
99
shi if i was you id snort the benzos and percs. that should set you straight. dont take my word for it tho
 
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