I am trying to kill myself right now with Nitrogen. It is not working. HELP

[SadCryingBunny]

I tried holding my breath for 30 seconds then exhaling all the way out and breathing in nitrogen holding for 30 seconds. Then I breathed out and took in multiple deep slow Nitrogen breaths. My blood oxygen reached to 52% on the pulse oximeter after a minute and my body and heart rate were beating so rapidly. There is no pain, just significant discomfort. No shortness of breath or exploding head feeling. Just intensity and significant uncomfortable sensations in my upper torso body. How the FUCK DO I PASS OUT? How close am I to passing out? It's like I am breathing and just waiting to go black and it's getting very intense sensation. I am TIRED OF THIS FUCKING EXISTENCE? WOULD TAKING SLEEPING PILLS HELP ME PASS OUT AND DO THIS WHEN I AM SUPER SLEEPY? I am considering taking 5 Zolpidem pills. I don't want to do something wrong and end up waking up in my room with my parents finding me lying on the floor helpless with a disabled brain and fucking living on permanent disability. I WANT TO GO AND DIE.

 

[Canto XIII]

I'm sorry for how you feel, my friend. You're right, you shouldn't use any improvised tricks.

 

[meowpuppy]

i don't think something so hacky will work.. and the consequences are probably just as worse as you imagine if you fail..

 

[unluckysadness]

Sorry to hear you're suffering that much. Take care. Nothing should be done in a hurry if we don't know the consequences.

 

[hughmun9]

Are you using an exit bag? If you're just breathing in nitrogen the only potential outcome would be for you to pass out and possibly hurt yourself. Holding your breath isn't recommended with the exit bag as all that does is cause a buildup of co2 which would cause the discomfort via the triggering of the hypercapnic response.