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SadCryingBunny

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I tried holding my breath for 30 seconds then exhaling all the way out and breathing in nitrogen holding for 30 seconds. Then I breathed out and took in multiple deep slow Nitrogen breaths. My blood oxygen reached to 52% on the pulse oximeter after a minute and my body and heart rate were beating so rapidly. There is no pain, just significant discomfort. No shortness of breath or exploding head feeling. Just intensity and significant uncomfortable sensations in my upper torso body. How the FUCK DO I PASS OUT? How close am I to passing out? It's like I am breathing and just waiting to go black and it's getting very intense sensation. I am TIRED OF THIS FUCKING EXISTENCE? WOULD TAKING SLEEPING PILLS HELP ME PASS OUT AND DO THIS WHEN I AM SUPER SLEEPY? I am considering taking 5 Zolpidem pills. I don't want to do something wrong and end up waking up in my room with my parents finding me lying on the floor helpless with a disabled brain and fucking living on permanent disability. I WANT TO GO AND DIE.
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

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Jul 4, 2026
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I'm sorry for how you feel, my friend. You're right, you shouldn't use any improvised tricks.
 
meowpuppy

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Jul 11, 2026
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i don't think something so hacky will work.. and the consequences are probably just as worse as you imagine if you fail..
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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Sorry to hear you're suffering that much. Take care. Nothing should be done in a hurry if we don't know the consequences.
 
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hughmun9

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Are you using an exit bag? If you're just breathing in nitrogen the only potential outcome would be for you to pass out and possibly hurt yourself. Holding your breath isn't recommended with the exit bag as all that does is cause a buildup of co2 which would cause the discomfort via the triggering of the hypercapnic response.
 
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SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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Someone please answer quickly. I want to get this done
Are you using an exit bag? If you're just breathing in nitrogen the only potential outcome would be for you to pass out and possibly hurt yourself. Holding your breath isn't recommended with the exit bag as all that does is cause a buildup of co2 which would cause the discomfort via the triggering of the hypercapnic response.
well how else am I supposed to die. I breathing in through the exit bag and holding my breath for the first time? Am I supposed to breath normally.
 
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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
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Someone please answer quickly. I want to get this done

well how else am I supposed to die. I breathing in through the exit bag and holding my breath for the first time? Am I supposed to breath normally.
I tried without tied my hands. You have to tied your hands with something because your SI will break the bag.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Someone please answer quickly. I want to get this done

well how else am I supposed to die. I breathing in through the exit bag and holding my breath for the first time? Am I supposed to breath normally.
Yes. Hyperventilate, then exhale, then pull the bag that has already been filled down. Then, breathe normally, and within a few breaths you will pass out. No holding your breath, that's whats ruining your attempts. The issue is your SI. You will not let it happen.
 
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SadCryingBunny

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Yes. Hyperventilate, then exhale, then pull the bag that has already been filled down. Then, breathe normally, and within a few breaths you will pass out. No holding your breath, that's whats ruining your attempts. The issue is your SI. You will not let it happen.
Sleeping pill maybe the only option to help me fall asleep during the process and pass out.
I tried without tied my hands. You have to tied your hands with something because your SI will break the bag.
Yes indeed. I already have my restraints that can be quickly put on after I put the exit bag on my head.
 
(UN)COMMON SENSE

(UN)COMMON SENSE

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May 30, 2026
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did it work are you good
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Sleeping pill maybe the only option to help me fall asleep during the process and pass out.

When breathing normally from a bag that has already been filled with nitrogen, it takes 15-30 seconds to pass out, whereas sleeping pills take 20-30 minutes. If you take the sleeping pills first, then you won't be able to do this method correctly, and you won't CTB. We've rehashed this many times. IMO, if you want to CTB, this isn't your method, and there's nothing wrong with that. You can't move forward with it, so I would rule it out. Once you accept that your SI is just too high with this method, you can find something you'd be more comfortable with.
 
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SadCryingBunny

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When breathing normally from a bag that has already been filled with nitrogen, it takes 15-30 seconds to pass out, whereas sleeping pills take 20-30 minutes. If you take the sleeping pills first, then you won't be able to do this method correctly, and you won't CTB. We've rehashed this many times. IMO, if you want to CTB, this isn't your method, and there's nothing wrong with that. You can't move forward with it, so I would rule it out. Once you accept that your SI is just too high with this method, you can find something you'd be more comfortable with.
Can't I take the sleeping pills and wait 20 minutes and begin the process of putting on the bag? At least the sleeping pills will make me sleepy and more prone to pass out easier? I have the gas pre set via the scuba method. All I need to do is put on the bag quickly, turn on the gas and put on the restraints. Hose would already be pre attached to my neck chainmail hood. Please answer. It's the only want I feel this would work.
When breathing normally from a bag that has already been filled with nitrogen, it takes 15-30 seconds to pass out, whereas sleeping pills take 20-30 minutes. If you take the sleeping pills first, then you won't be able to do this method correctly, and you won't CTB. We've rehashed this many times. IMO, if you want to CTB, this isn't your method, and there's nothing wrong with that. You can't move forward with it, so I would rule it out. Once you accept that your SI is just too high with this method, you can find something you'd be more comfortable with.
There isn't any other methods I am comfortable with. Attaining a poison isn't easy nor a peaceful exit. Hanging is the worst. Breathing gas and sleeping is as close as it gets.
 
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