Venting Likely gonna lose my job

[as i am as am i]

My job is likely gonna fire me because my physical disability limits what I can do with them, and im out of options. In this job economy I cant find anything thatll hire someone like me, my lawsuit against my job for my injury is stagnant and im not sure how much im even gonna gain from it if anything, and i genuinely cannot find ways to want to live anymore other than my husband, but even then im struggling so much. I cant do anything physically anymore, im so fucking worthless, friends and family are useless and dont understand what im going through, im so tired. I want to CBT but im genuinely struggling to find the means or energy to. Im just hoping my lawsuit comes to fruition and i can have money for once. I hate this world so much, no amount of medication can make me truly happy

 

[Baisley]

I relate so much to you. Sorry u are suffering .

 

[LakeMungoGirl]

My job is likely gonna fire me because my physical disability limits what I can do with them, and im out of options. In this job economy I cant find anything thatll hire someone like me, my lawsuit against my job for my injury is stagnant and im not sure how much im even gonna gain from it if anything, and i genuinely cannot find ways to want to live anymore other than my husband, but even then im struggling so much. I cant do anything physically anymore, im so fucking worthless, friends and family are useless and dont understand what im going through, im so tired. I want to CBT but im genuinely struggling to find the means or energy to. Im just hoping my lawsuit comes to fruition and i can have money for once. I hate this world so much, no amount of medication can make me truly happy

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Disability is the worst, especially since most people can't sympathize with us let alone empathize. Your value as a person should not be measured by how much product you can produce for corporate overlords.

 

[babydoctor]

Damn that's awful. What's your disability if you don't mind me asking?

 

[U. A.]

Your value as a person should not be measured by how much product you can produce for corporate overlords.

Wise words. Worse still is we have to kill ourselves slowly just for scraps to stay alive, or get the same if lucky and tenacious through gov't assistance. From gov't more happy to spend it on warplanes and nukes than keep its own citizens safe.

 

[Worndown]

My job is likely gonna fire me because my physical disability limits what I can do with them, and im out of options. In this job economy I cant find anything thatll hire someone like me, my lawsuit against my job for my injury is stagnant and im not sure how much im even gonna gain from it if anything, and i genuinely cannot find ways to want to live anymore other than my husband, but even then im struggling so much. I cant do anything physically anymore, im so fucking worthless, friends and family are useless and dont understand what im going through, im so tired. I want to CBT but im genuinely struggling to find the means or energy to. Im just hoping my lawsuit comes to fruition and i can have money for once. I hate this world so much, no amount of medication can make me truly happy

Ok, there are options.
Disability. If in the US, it is not the easiest thing to get, but it is woryh a try.

You had an injury. Does the hospital that treated you have any patient assistance department that can help you review your situation and possibly help with the paperwork?

I had an illness instead of an injury, but they helped me get it.
Not the best life, but you have income.