I know that I will never be happy in any condition. Isn't it better to CBT now? Its so embarrassing to try living and fail. Isn't is irritating to see others meddling in your life. But when you do your own thing it still sucks. Isn't is obnoxious to listen to people who got lucky, try to motivate you.
its very tiring to keep crossing off tasks on your to do list. It would be so satisfying to know that after your death. there will be no more pestering tasks to do. I hate existence and especially ppl who act nice and all but are full of cunning and prejudice. I try to be kind, helpful, and act appropriately at all times but ppl just dont want your companionship and hence I dont even force it. I hate the roller coaster of feelinngs and expectations that others put you through.
Please share your feelings and tell me about strategies to CBT peacefully, like i was interested in Night Night and SN and Heroin OD
its very tiring to keep crossing off tasks on your to do list. It would be so satisfying to know that after your death. there will be no more pestering tasks to do. I hate existence and especially ppl who act nice and all but are full of cunning and prejudice. I try to be kind, helpful, and act appropriately at all times but ppl just dont want your companionship and hence I dont even force it. I hate the roller coaster of feelinngs and expectations that others put you through.
Please share your feelings and tell me about strategies to CBT peacefully, like i was interested in Night Night and SN and Heroin OD
