All the things that I've ever wanted, dreamed of, somehow they're all just crushed & destroyed by reality. All the doors are closing. It all narrowed down to one inevitable conclusion: I should stop existing in this shitty existence. I wish it could be the other way around. But, reality is cruel. It's depressing.
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DeadManLiving
Ticketholder
- Sep 9, 2022
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Topaz111
I can feel this body in revolt
- Mar 9, 2026
- 195
Same.. there are things in this world I want to experience, things I wish I could do, but the illnesses have taken it all away.. I have to leave before it gets even worseIt's sad how much we warp ourselves into trying to be what the world expects; I constantly think about who I would have been without the pressures of housing, work, ect… pushing me to be something I am not.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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It truly is so cruel and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope you find the relief you search for.Similar threads
